feel so bored with my life in the meantime.. although im very busy in the morning till evening, but still i feel so bored when the night come.. it's just like nothing to do, no one to find and to talk too.. sometimes i feel that i don't even have a true friend at all.. like all your friend just disappear when you need them.. and when you tried to find them, they will just take no action with that.. i'm tired of being so friendly and nice all the time, coz it will end up people don't even care about my feeling at all.. they will just treat you like rubbish or even air.. sighhh..
i think i'm totally lost now..
i don't even know where am i now??
what's my purpose now??
damn feel like screaming now!!!!!!!! damn feel like crying all night long!!!!!!
