1st sunday in medan

just reached my hometown last wednesday..
then thursday go chat with 2 best vren of mine..
so long never chat with them alreadi.. ^^

after dat havin all my weekdays take care of the shop..
nothing really new to me now,
maybe need time to experience the difference..

sunday, go karaoke with some fren,
after 4 months never karaoke with them,
i missed this time.. hehe..
then go Zhing Do (SUN plaza)
to give ahok(rudy) bday surprise.. LOL..
he never realize e when we all keep missing 1 by 1..
haha.. so funny..
then have a good dinner with them also..
we already have a lot of plans for this holiday.. XD

today is RHODA's bday..
happy bday to u.. ^^
so happy to have a fren like you,
and im very thankful too..
hope our frenship long forever.. =)

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.30 PM

waiting.............

long time nvr blog..
coz very lazy, although have nothing to do..
LOL..

do a lot of things this week..
like sunday, go service..
after 2 weeks i never go.. hehe..
so happy to see all of u guys.. ^^
they all still remember me,
n keep saying long time no see ha.. LOL..
after dat go ps watch madagascar 2..
so funny.. XD

monday, go jb with some frenzz..
nice trip la, just i dun really like there la..
1st thing is security..
2nd thing is hygiene..
3rd thing is their attitude..
but i enjoy la, coz we have karaoke session.. LOL..
so long nvr karaoke alreadi.. yeay!!!!

tuesday, go suntec n esplanade with rachel n angeline..
go to look for score n also window shopping.. LOL..
now is holiday so must enjoy..

wednesday, go expo to help hunter, hank, adi to make banner..
after that queue to get inside hall 8..
so crowded.. OMG..
but we all sit seperately la..
n i sit alone.. T.T
the opening very nice.. looks very grand..
n that day's service so nice..
quite touching video..
i cry a lot of times,
n the uncle beside me keep looking at me..
so phaise.. hehe..
after that go to the crowdest MRT i've ever seen..
keep laughing with hunter out n inside the MRT.. LOL..
hunter, don't think too much..
it's just going to waste ur time..
we just sit, relax, wait n watch.. OK?? =)

counting n waiting for the days to come..
i want to come home..
but still i'll be missing my lasalle's fren n church's fren..
don't forget me okay fren?? hehe.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.30 PM

I'm so relieve......

finish my main study exam already..
at last.. im relieved.. LOL..
just left aural 1 on 1 n choir only..
IT'S TIME TO PARTY!!!!

quite kan chiong before exam..
but feel okay when im having exam.. lol..
after that, go novena eat pasta de waraku..
coz ladies night so for LADIES 50% disc..
so nice.. ^^
very delicious food.. i want to go there again..
u know we spent how much for dinner just now??
$120 for 7 pple.. so expensive rite??
but we only need to pay $70..
hen hua rite?? LOL.. so happy..

after dat go walk2 around novena..
some of them shop, not me..
after dat, me, shan, rachel, zi huan go blu jaz..
so long never go there..
miz omniform's performance.. hehe..
we came in the right time,
they were just going to play built to last (my favourite song)..

i have a lot of plan of goin out n eat buffet for this holiday..
must go enjoy holiday since im free alreadi..
will be wasting a lot of money for this holiday.. LOL..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.53 AM

boring weekends..

BORIN BORIN WEEKENDS!!!!
doin my journals now, must finish by tomorrow...
havin main study exam on Monday @ 4.54..
sien lo.. I'm d last person.. =.='
just hope tim n darren won't give very hard question la.. LOL..

i pass my HELL week already..
pop workshop assessment sure pass..
theory not sure yet.. hope can pass..
music culture listening test confirm pass..
aural can pass la i think.. LOL..
pop history listening test confirm pass..
jazz composition pass already..
now just waiting for main study exam, aural 1 on 1, and theory result..
then HOLIDAY!!!! yeay!!!! XD

i hate backstabbers..
if u got problem with me, just talk straight to me..
don't talk behind me!!
im embarrassed to have a fren like u!!
don't think that you're doing the right thing!!
you will know whether you are right or wrong later!!

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 5.38 PM

i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

just came back from LEE HOM's concert..
the concert very very good...........
marvelous man!!!!!
i fall in love with wang lee hom..... ^o^
he super nice, super talented, handsome, etc..
everything perfect la..
i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if he opens a concert again,
i sure will go..
hope they will released the DVD of this concert..
sure buy lo..
OMG!!!!!!! im so in love with him...............
dun think can go sleep later.. lol.. XD

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.38 AM

LEE HOM CONCERT!!!!

today post will be a short one..
quite busy this few week bcoz of deadline n exam week.. =.='
from monday on, my nightmare will come.. >.<
got a lot of things need to be done.. haiz..

monday - pop workshop, n pop workshop assessment
tuesday - theory exam
wednesday - music culture listening test
thursday - aural test, pop history listening test, jazz composition
friday - music culture essay 1000 words, concert prac journals
next monday - main study exam
next tuesday - aural 1 on 1 exam
still got choir exam..
wahlao.. very stressssssss..................................

just hope i can pass all d exam..
pliz pray for me..
dont want to fail..
2 more weeks and im FREE!!!!!!!!!!!

now im waiting for LEE HOM concert.. LOL..
another 5 more hours.. yeay!!!!
goin to hav fun today..
then have a tough war start from monday..

goin to blog a lot of things when im free..
coz so many good things i want to write but dun have the time..
now i think i almost forget what i want to write.. =.='

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 3.01 PM

bye bye 18..

the time now is 15 October 2008, 10.40
abt 1 hour plus later im goin to be 19..
so sad.. hkz.. T.T
i want to be forever 18.. forever young.. lol..

abt today class.. quite boring..
esp music culture, a lot of pple not comin..
n im bored listening to wad lindsay talking.. =.='
then concert prac, very messy..
bcoz last minute change room..

then i go bugis to top up my card..
i saw wu zun in bugis, then i called rachel to tell her..
then she rushed to see wu zun..
thanks to me ho rachel??
if not u won't saw wu zun e.. lol..

after dat, go walk2 around bugis..
found a dress quite nice n cheap also..
hv 2 colour, white n pink..
i love both.. OMG..
very confuse!!!! should i buy the pink or white one?? haiz..
im thinking of asking shan to help me choose.. lol..

TOMORROW..
MY SPECIAL DAY.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.51 PM

Creative Explosion Concert

just want to talk about the concert just now..
my composition "REGRET" was chosen to be played for the creative explosion concert.. yeay!!
from pop, a lot of ensembles were chosen..
but i like vincent da man (vincent you rock man!!) and jonny's group..
vincent performance really cool, but it's better in the pop workshop one.. lol..

btw, last monday pop ensemble,
my group perform my original song, and darren likes it.. WOW..
a big support for me.. ^^
then on pop workshop, they choose my original and bo didley to be played for concert..
i was very shocked.. lol..
but still very happy.. ^o^

abt the concert just now..
it was okay, just my guitarist play off timing a BIT on my original song.. >.<
but very phaise, bcoz i start counting in the frst song,
then i play but no sound.. wahlao.. sienn lo..
then i just realize the AMP is not ON.. wahlao.. so phaise le.. =.='
but for that song we play very well..
then go on with my composition..
thanx a lot to my fren that screaming for me when they heard it's my composition.. LOL..
n thanx to Rhoda n Teresa for coming n give me support.. ^^
very enjoying playing my own composition..
hope HE know im playing my composition just for HIM..
i miss you.. >.<

btw, im not feeling nervous just now..
i think it's bcoz im used to play in wrkshp evry week.. haha..
im also using my own composition for concert practice in week 13..
im thinking to put my original song in my blog.. ^^
just wait when im not lazy.. lol..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.18 AM

BUSY WEEK!!!!

want to blog a lot of things..
but always no time to blog..
this week is super duper busy week for me..
haiz.. =.='

last tuesday have transcription's exam..
so must chiong with the score..
then last thursday have to hand out my composition..
so everyday chiong to do the score, arrange, n recording..
evryday stay @ schl until 11 or 12..
but sometimes when to blu jaz or went to have supper.. lol..
n i'm havin my 1st gig next thursday @ prince of wales..
so need to practice with my band..
so nervous.. just hope i can do well.. >.<

just feel very lucky nowadays..
bcoz i use to have only some fren, bcoz i dun dare to get know other pple more..
but NOW..
got some besties in schl to have fun with everytime..
like shan, naz, pamela, eugenia, winny, carol, n zi huan.. ^^
n got some new fren dat treat me so nice n very encouraging..
like rhoda, teresa, n jia liang.. ^^
i luv u all.. thanks a lot..
i feel that i'm loved.. ^o^

this week spend so many time goin blu jaz..
now im very addicted to watch live performance esp jazz..
bcoz of greg's performance made me very amazed n fall in love with jazz songs..
btw, just come back from paragon watching Christine's band Walking on Water..
once more.. i'm amazed n i enjoyed their performance a lot..
my attitude towards music changed a lot since i came here..
i have different of point of view now..
hope that one day i can play keyboard very well.. ^^

i also realized i've changed so much now..
i start to socialize with pple n start to talk more with others..
n start to think like a mature person..
am i growing to be a mature person now??

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.o8 AM

60 seconds of fame..

yesterday go to support hunter, hank, n adi (H2A)
in 60 seconds of fame in Jurong City Harvest..
hunter never say anythg bout this,
he just call n ask me to go..
so as a good fren, i just go wthout asking for further detail.. XD

this is my frst time going church since i came back to sg..
i really miz this kind of feeling..
they all still the same, still very nice..
esp rhoda, teresa, n jia liang.. thanks guys.. =)

H2A had the 3rd rank..
actually the 1st rank not so good la..
but anyway good job for them.. ^^
after that we have supper @ the nearest kopitiam..
there so many pple come n ask my name.. haha..
but i dunno their name at all.. >.<
hope can know them better in the future.. ^^

after that, going back by bus to d boon lay mrt frst..
hunter, hank, jia liang, 1more guy(sorry i dunno ur name.. ^^)
n me take the same bus..
i sat with jia liang and we all chit chat in d bus..
very2 nice n funny.. XD
jia liang very shocked when he saw my bag, wallet, n key wallet..
bcoz all hello kitty one.. haha..
when i was young i love hello kitty so much.. ^^
now, just okay la..
jia liang ask me to go church on sunday,
but i'm afraid i cnnt wake up.. hoho.. ^o^

then take mrt with hunter,
op couz we talk so many things bcoz we hvnt meet since holiday..
he still very funny la, n for sure he like to make fun of me.. =.='
suddenly the train terminate at ang mo kio,
that's why i need to take cab to go home again.. =.='

so fun to spend time with them.. =)
2moro goin to church again..
rhoda n hunter ask me to go..
thanks for inviting me.. ^^
hope i will have lots of fun 2moro..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.58 PM

happy2..

so long no blogging.. haiz..
bcoz evryday just feel tired to write.. hehe..

so many things had happened..

1st, i love my MS teacher.. ^^
she very nice, almost the same with ms. belinda..
2nd, i love ms. belinda teaches aural.. ^o^
she made the class more fun n more easier..
3rd, the theory is more n more difficult now..
need more time to understand..
4th, i had my pop wrkshp..
n i think it's quite fun la..

5th, concert prac a bit boring la..
need to listen n say comments n write journals.. =.='
6th, composition class by Eric Lee..
he's good n always make the class more fun,
but i need to compose 1 song before week 7..
im gonna die.. T.T
7th, im goin to do a gig with dafne in september..
need to prac from now..
hope evrythg's ok..
8th, something big just happen.. OMG..
dunno how it will end.. =.='

btw, LEE HOM's concert in 1 Nov..
im going to watch with xin ya, beryl, n jeslyn.. ^^
we bought the premier sits.. yeay..
n today i just get the tickets..
so happy.. ^^
70 days to LEE HOM's concert.. wow..
can't wait.. wkwk..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.05 PM

sick of holiday!!

I'M SICK OF 4 DAYS HOLIDAYS!! >.<
although i love holidays,
but still too bored for me..

actually got many things i need to do..
starting from composition n pop presentation..
i need to start on doing with those homeworks..
but of couz, i'm lazy.. hoho.. ^o^

today is a very TIRING day la.. =.='
go kinokuniya n borders to go find my pop reference books..
but borders said they don't have those books,
kinokuniya said out of stock..
wad d hell???????????????????????????
why everytimes i want to buy books, they always out of stock????
haiz.. =.='
so tired la.. WTH..

maybe 2moro goin other stores to find d books..
if still cnnt find, then i really dun know..
tired alreadi..

i'm so look forward to my main study on tuesday..
still i'm very curious with my MS teacher la.. hehe..
hope that she is she lo.. hoho.. ^^
n of course hope she is kind like ms belinda la.. ^o^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.02 AM

MS teacher change..

college start for 2 days alreadi..
got a lot of new fren..
but i only know some of them..
like in pop stream got pamela n eugenia..
in classical stream i only know 3 indo n 1 malay..
but i don't know their name.. hehe..
i dun even know any in the jazz stream.. >.<

so happy that my pop ensemble group consist of della, dafne, me, ck, n stephen..
hope we have a nice time together.. ^o^
n also the theory teacher, greg lyons..
i like him.. he's a lot better than pamela.. hoho..
n for aural, ms belinda..
hope my aural skills can improve.. ^^

OMG!!
my main study teacher changed..
no longer with ms belinda.. T.T
change to ms christine..
hope she's good n kind just like ms belinda.. ^^

BTW, i'm free on friday.. hoho..
no class at all..
but i think friday will be full of homework.. haizzzzz...............

2moro got non-stop class for 5 and a half hours class..
no break at all.. haiz.. =.='
from aural, pop history, n 2 elective studies..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.02 PM

SG im back..

singapore.. i'm back!!
just arrived this morning..
damn sleepy for sure..
got up @ 5.30 AM, then get ready to go to airport..
meet jesieca there, n our baggage sure more than 20 kg..
i need to hand carry my piano books.. damn heavy..
shit valuair!! we're student.. we need to bring many things back you know??

then after reach home, start to unpack my baggage..
start to clean my room, and do all the things that i need to do..
so lazy to do all d things, so i finished all by night.. =.='

gonna start college tomorrow.. haiz..
i'm used to holiday mood, so hard to change to study mood..
just hope this year can be more relax.. hehe..

btw, i don't have the chance to go out wit my fren for the last day..
it's bcoz i need time to pack my things.. WTH.. >.<

2moro need to go to schl @ 11 AM for orientation.. -.-'
just hope that there's no class on friday..
n hope that this year lecturer n teacher is more n more better n kind.. ^o^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.35 PM

IF..

IF..
"Don't ever think about IF.. It hurts.. "
by : Shelly Jap

that's the words that i say to myself when i start thinking about IF..
what if i never do that......... then it won't end like this.......... -.-'
i just hate evrytimes this question come in my mind..
now i tried not to ever think about what if.....
i hate the question what if...
it just gonna make me more stressed.. >.<

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 23.10PM

I Love You..

I LOVE YOU..
that's the word i always want to say to you..
but i think it's impossible n never gonna happen..

you once give me a memorable and sweet memory..
i really love and also miz that time..
you always let me feel happy and oso feel that you are care with me..
evryday i call u then talk to u for hours,
got times when we just keep silent for several minutes,
but that's a sweet times also..
i just like to talk to u..
telling all my problems to u n chit chatting evryday..
but that time had pass alreadi,
and it wont flew back.. T.T
now i know and trust that "people can change"

i always ask why do u do this to me??
you let me feel happy at the first time..
but after dat, you throw me into the deep valley..
you let me know wad is sad, wad is sorrow.. T.T

i only hope that i can just be your fren..
a fren dat can accompany you whenever you are sad or even happy..
a fren dat always be there for you, whenever you need..
that's all..
i never ask more from dat..
but u never give me dat opportunity.. T.T

my frenz always tell me not to think about you ever again..
you just gonna wastin my time..
but i always tell myself dat someday that day will come..
but i think im wrong,
im super duper wrong..
you won't ever gonna change..
but still,
i just hope that you will be like the former YOU again..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 23.10PM

HOLIDAY!!

hav been back in medan for the whole month..
want to blog very much, but the connection here damNNNN sloWWWW..
kind of feeling bored here alreadi..
bcoz there's only 1 place that we can go and it is SUN plaza..
haiz.. feel siennn with that place alreadi.. -.-'

but overall, it's good to be home..
i cn meet my parents and also my frenzz..
and op couz cn drive my HONDA CITY.. hoho..
miss my car so much.. ^^
and also cn touch my piano every day and every time.. hoho..
so long never everyday practice piano alreadi.. haiz..

time pass like a river flows..
and i only hav about 2 months holiday left..
and it's back to college life..
but, i miz all u guys PA Lasalle Foundie.. ^^
miz all d time we pass 2gether..

it's my frst time to be on myself,
and you all make my first time very precious..
with all the things you all taught me,
i know much much more about music and other things that i never know at all..
n also i learn a lot from all u guys..
thanx for the lesson fren..
really aprreciate it very much..

and the last word,
i hope this holiday would be very fun.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 14.50AM

FREE!!

after one week of holiday spending most of my time with medan fren..
havin fun all this week.. ^^

a bit sad cnnt go church with u guys again..

it's a very happy time to go with u all..

meeting many new fren there..

jia liang, chionQ, mich, chasio, me

me, mich, felix @ esplanade

mich, me, chionQ @ merlion

this is the smile when they see me.. haha.. ^^

going to miz all PA Foundie 07/08..
but we still cn keep in touch by msn, fs, n facebook.. haha..
goin to spend 3 months holiday in medan wit my frenzZ..
hope cn enjoy my holiday.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.20 PM

accidents..

he just sms me saying he had an accident just now.. haiz..
thanks GOD, he's ok and not seriously injured..
frankly, im a bit worry..
but he keeps saying he's ok..
nowadays, many people had an accident..
two of my fren also had an accident several days before..
they were ok now..
GOD, pliz take care of my fren n my family..
btw, i just had a sore throat..
n you know wad?? i lost my voice.. damn it.. -.-'
i hate to be sick.. >.<

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.40 AM

BEOWULF JAM!!

just finished all exams and Beowulf.. fiuhh..
but still got 500 words essay.. -.-'
overall, BEOWULF rocks man.. XD
we prepare about 1 year, and it's over in 2 days..
and it's kind of time to say goodbye with the musicians, actors, n dancers..
we have an unforgettable memory together.. T.T

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.46 AM

RECITAL practice..

talkin bout the practice we had on sunday night..

it was fun.. almost all of us, practice @ that night..

let me introduce to u my band members..

on the drum, we had CK.. (CK FAT!! but he's CUTE la.. XD)
btw, his drum playing is very loud sia.. hehe..

on the bass, we had NAZ.. (NAZ also FAT after sunday prac.. XD)

he is multi talent lo.. very jealous with him.. teach me jazz n guitar sia.. ^^

on the guitar, we had JARRELL.. (thanx for d last minute help.. ^^

for the vocalists, we had DAFNE and SARAH..

and last but not least, myself on the piano.. ^^

talkin bout STEPHEN, he used to be my guitarist, but he very stressed so i help him by changing my guitarist to JARRELL..

see how stressed he is?? dun be stress Stephen.. u do a good job alreadi.. you can do it..

we finish prac about 10 plus.. and all of us were super duper tired n sleepy..

all of us take cab home.. n i share cab with Stephen..

we kinda have a small chat in the cab..

n he plays some of the jazz songs for me to listen..

he is very cute la.. haha..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 2.30 AM

Recital!!

3 DAYS TO MY RECITAL!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG.. so fast..
very scare n also nervous with my recital.. haiz.. -.-'
plizzzz pray for me so i won't be nervous n also can pass my main study so do my foundation..

weh.. scare i forgot the chords on the recital day..
how aa???????? T.T
OMG.. pliz GOD, dun let me forget..
pliz GOD, let me do well..
hope i won't nervous..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.20 AM

very2 happy.. ^^

today very happy..
at last i have confidence with my recital now..
i got my new singers, Dafne and Sarah..
thanx to the two of u.. very very thanx to U.. ^^
it's not that my first singer bad, but she's very busy with her recital and recital for changing stream..

1 week left until my recital.. ganbatte.. >.<
need to pass this recital, if not, i have to go back to medan to continue my college..
it's not i dun like medan, but i want to make my dad proud of me..
although he never say anythg about the faculty that i choose, never ask about how my life here..
but i know he loves and care me the most than anyone else..
i love u dad.. =)
i miz u a lot.. i want to be with u all d time..
like when i was small, u always protect me from evrythg..
i want to be ur little girl forever..

starting from monday, everyday got exam..
monday got keyboard.. tuesday got aural.. wednesday got gamelan..
thursday got proffesional practice.. friday got theory..
n the next monday RECITAL..
n then got BEOWULF JAM..
GOD, please let me pass all the exam..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.50 PM

no mood..

diz week not in the mood blogging.. haiz..
although got many thngs that i want to write.. -.-'
start from next week, i'll be very stressed..
start to exam alreadi.. kanasai..

FYI, i start to feel HOMESICK..
OMG.. cannot make it alreadi..
wanna go home.. T.T
miz my parents..
miz all my best vrenz..
wanna meet all my best vrenz, wanna hang out with them,
wanna shoppin with them, wanna watch movie with them,
wanna karaoke with them, wanna do evrythg with them.. T.T

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.45 AM

borin weekend..

wad a BORING weekends.. >.<

today, all day just spend all my time in bed, with my TV and laptop..

dunno why.. today very lazy to move.. haiz.. -.-'

have toast and INDOMIE as my lunch.. haha.. (indomie is indo's noodle, all indo love it.. ^^)

then spent my time chatting with my high schl fren n playing games..

actually today got plan to go City Harvest Church to watch the Easter's play..

but i overslept n end up late, so i decided not to go n also bcoz the sky is turning DARK..

i hate to go out in rainy days..

so AGAIN spending my time @ home watching FRIENDS.. hehe..

i just love watching FRIENDS.. very funny.. haha.. XD

then having SUBWAY for my dinner.. one of my fav food in spore.. ^^

but i dun like the SUBWAY in Far East..

very stingy, not d same with the Paradiz Centre one..

the person there is the nicest person i've ever met.. ^^

just now, i sms with my best vren in medan on my way to Far East..

i smile while reading her sms, i thnk people thinks im SIAW CA BO.. -.-'

i really miz my fren there..

miz all d time we spent together.. T.T

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.10 AM

blogging again..

After soo long, I'm blogging again.. yeay..

Btw, today is Good Friday, so dun hav class..

Woke up @ 12 pm.. Haha..

Got nothing to do, so I decided to REARRANGE my blog..

Spending all my time looking for blogskin.. -.-'

But, the hardest is to rearrange the code.. Shit lo..

It takes all my time to edit the code..

Very very complicated lo..

But at last I finish it also.. Fiuhh..

I love d design very muchhhhh.. Hehe..

But, why is it not in blue?? Haiz..

Btw, wad u think about my new blogskin?? Nice?? Hehe..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.26 PM