life has been like a roller coaster for this few weeks..
first, i was shock to know that this "guy' with the ma'am joke is actually my long long relatives.. can't really accept it at first.. haha.. but yeah.. life must go on, n my brain is working well on it.. n thanks to all the busyness in my life that help me cope with it..
then, i finally found the long lost answer that make my life so miserable for the past few weeks.. MISUNDERSTANDING.. yeap.. that's the keyword.. thanks to my crazy brain that keep thinking too much.. the story was like 2 people nvr reply my chat and comment, and i kept thinking like why?? why?? they hate me?? then 1 day, i saw this friend online.. i was being brave, then i call this friend.. and guess what?? no reply+ offline.. okay.. damn upset.. BUT THEN.. i saw the chat window pop up.. and we chat a while(thanks to the indo internet connection for being damn slow) damn happy, and i realised that it was all misunderstanding.. haha.. silly me..
and i think you really captured my heart back.. i started to focus on you again, i want to know everything about you.. i'm trying to get close to you, but i think it's hard.. but i'm really happy for the good news you get!! you have did a great job all this time, and it's time for you to shine now..
you will be doing great, because that is what you have been longing to do.. no matter what, i will always support you!! <3
and the last thing is, this "guy" is back to medan again.. haha.. but this time quite okay.. coz my brain had been working hard on this problem.. yeap.. no expectations this time.. but still, can you just talk to me more?? that was what i'm thinking.. so it really do come true.. haha.. last day of your trip you talk a lot with me.. so shock for a while.. but good talk btw, know you a bit more.. after that, my mum ask him for dinner together.. and yeah, he sat beside me, had a good laugh and a good joke time.. the thing that we never have before, but hope that it will be better the next time you come, okay cousin?? haha..
i've been blogging so much about them.. haha.. and it's time to get back to listen to the ten2five and andien songs.. favourite music for the mean time.. <3 <3
