i want to fly to sg NOW!!!!!!

i damn damn damn want to go to sg NOW!!!!!!!
my friends are having their recitals this weekend..
oh god, why u don't let me go?????
he's having his recital in the next 30 mins,
hope that he will do his best,
and i know he can do it!!!! =)
hope that someone will record the recital and i get to see it..
please!! please!!
i'm so sad that i can't be there.. T.T
how i wish i am there NOW..

however, best wishes from medan for you!!
and best wishes to all my friends!! ganbatte!! <3 <3

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i don't understand the relationship between you n me..
sometimes you treat me as a friend,
but sometimes you treat me as a business partner..
sometimes you give me hope,
but sometimes you let me down..
what do you really want me to do??

i've been trying to forget you for so many times,
but you keep appearing in so many ways..
life gets tougher when i have become accustomed with you chatting with me for 3 days straight..
i know i'm crazy, but that's how i feel now..
i kept looking at my phone, thinking that you might be looking for me..
but i know you won't..

maybe it's time to let you go..
maybe it's time to forget about you..
and maybe it's time to give up..

I'M BACK.....

after so long.......... at last I'M BACK!!!!
it's been 1 year since i update my blog..
been having lots of changes n regrets over the years..
and I'm back in my beloved hometown MEDAN for good!!
excited?? YES.. regret?? YES..
haha.. i know i'm crazy..
BUT i really do miss my college life, n my college FRIENDS!!

anyway, been helping in the shop for 6 month plus..
having a total same sequence everyday..
bored?? YES!!!!
need my holiday damn soon..
coz my pop friends having their recital in this end of april..
and i want to be there!!!!! T.T
i miss them n i miss singapore too..
but i know i won't be able to go coz of someone being so childish about the jealousy stuff!!
but i already got my holiday in last March..
went to Jakarta Java Jazz Festival with Lasalle's friends..
having my great time after so long.. =)

i miss him.. >.<
i'm just being so random..
he keeps ruining my life, since we know each other..
actually not always ruining, sometime u just made my day.. =)
we've known each other for only damn good 1 minute,
and the next day you chat n call me ma'am.. >.<
what a joke!!!!!
and the story start from there.. haha..
and i know that the statement "faith always makes fool of people's life" is true..
so many coincidence that ruin all my decision..
and the biggest coincidence is you're here again when i'm almost get over you..
and yes we have a really nice n good chat this time.. =)
but i know this only happen when you're here.. =(
so i'm back to the place where i need to get you out of my mind..
oh faith.... why do you have to do this to me??????

anyway, i have been blogging too much.. haha..
time to sign out..
might be blogging again SOON.. haha..