almost done..

im almost done with my exam!! yeay!!
1 more exam and im officially FREE..
can't wait to finish my main study exam..
after that i can go n have fun for a while,
then im goin back to medan!!!!

there's a lot of things i wanna do after my exam..
go JB with besties, go to kitty lab, take christmas pictures in orchard, gathering with mer, jess n rhoda, and the last is packing to go back.. LOL..
there's a lot of movies i wanna watch, so many good movies in my holiday time..
hope that i can watch all.. haha.. =D

i really mizz all my frenz in medan..
wanna go out with u all,
wanna go crazy with u all,
wanna go karaoke with u all,
wanna gathering with u all,
wanna do evrything with u all.. haha..

1 more week countdown!!!! so EXCITED!!!!

im just tired with all these things!!!!!!!!!!
im really tired.. =.=
i just want everything to end faster....
can't take it anymore.....

the pressure is too big for me..
i don't feel the passion anymore..
i lost my passion that I had before
and i can't find it now.. T.T

20

20 is the title of my post now,
20 is a number that i dun really like.. haha..
i've just pass my 20th bday last few weeks..
feel quite old.. LOL..

recent happenings are i'm goin to have all my exams starting from this thursday..
this week : ear training exam
next week : pop composition
next next week : essay, listening test, workshop exam
next next next week : main study

it seems to be quite okay, coz not very many exams happening in 1 week..
wanted to pass this exams week faster,
so that i can go back to medan faster.. LOL..
my friend said to me all i think is going back to medan.. haha..
correct!!!! that's me!!!! =)
im just tired with all the college life.. >.<

btw, i just hope that i can pass all my exams!!!!
help me pray!!!! thanks.. =)

1 more day!!!!!!!!!

can't wait for SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!
it's like 1 more day to go..............
can you pass faster??
I can't wait to go back!!!!!!!
so in need of break now..

SATURDAY!!!! SATURDAY!!!!
I love SATURDAY!!!! XD

........

2 days class seem to be quite easy for others..
but the truth is NOT AT ALL..
coz the rest of the days,
i still going to schl to have ensemble practice..
so for me it's like everyday also goin schl..
still giving pressure to myself for the technical exam..
quite scared that i can't make it.. >.<
this level 2 is a tough level to pass..
just hope that I can do my best..

I think I keep wasting my money on foods nowadays..
been going to steamboat n eating quite ex foods,
but now I'm trying to save my money.. haha..

btw, the biggest news for now is :
I'm going back to medan in 2 weeks time!!!!
but it's a short one, around 9 days..
coz im having my break, n my parents need help with the shop..
besides that im goin to buy a new phone there,
coz my nokia's keypad really broken now..
hope I can get a javelin.. haha..
im looking forward to hanging out with my fren also,
although i think we can make it like 2 times only??
dun care.. as long as I can meet them n have a long chat!!!!

厚脸皮的女人！！！！

this post is dedicated to that 厚脸皮的女人!!!!
do u know wad the word "FRIEND" means??
you don't even know,
and you don't even have one..
that is the reason why you don't have true friends at all,
even your hometown friends also don't want to be your friend..

don't anyhow judge your friends..
just because they don't want to help you,
then you say they are not ur friend..
do u ever treat them as friend before????
NO!!!!!! NEVER!!!!!
you just treat them as ur "emergency" friend..
you only call them friend when you needed their help..
but at their back, you always talk bad things about them..

think before you talk!!!!!
before talking about other's bad, think of yourself first!!!!
don't always think that you're the best,
and other people is the worst..
厚脸皮!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random Feeling..

this few months, I feel that I became more n more sensitive..

when I saw a child going out with his/her parents,
I started to feel very jealous and sad..
I just wanted to spend time with my family,
but I need to wait another 4 months.. T.T
I mizz my parents sooooo sooooooo much...............................

when I heard my mom's voice on the phone,
I wanted to cry, dunno why..
it's just like I very long nvr talk to her..
I really miz the times taking care of the shop with her..

爸爸，妈妈 我好想你们！！！！！
真的很想回去。。
很习惯有你们陪在我身边。。
希望可以快一点会去！！！！！

TIREDNESS

tired is the keyword for this week..
starts from the day i came back to SG,
everything I do I do it myself and I'm alone..
I'm just not used to live without my family beside me..
I feel lonely..
and I started to think about my holiday,
which I spent with my family for 3months,
it's my happiest time..

next is my LCD screen, it's broken,
and I can't online at all until now..
and still my LCD screen is still broken now.. haiz..

last thing is my school life..
suddenly i feel depress with all the things happen at college..
it's just too sudden,
and I really can't take it anymore..


i was thinking of stopping school and go back to my hometown..
that is what I think now..
dunno whether is it good or bad decision??

I MISS MY MOM & DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.36 PM

RANDOM..

why do people feel bored????
why do people feel stress????
why do people feel sad????
why do the things that we hope never come true????
why do things never work like what we plan????

just some random questions that I keep asking myself..
can't find the answer.. >.<
please tell me the answer if you have..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.54 PM

1st month of holiday..

1 month of no blogging.. LOL..
lazy to blog, cause of the slow internet.. =.='
i pass my 1st month of holiday alreadi,
it's like evryday went to the shop to help from 12 to 6 plus..
want to learn something new on this holiday,
like baking, learn new instrument, etc
but it ended NOTHING.. haiz..........

thinking of taking grade 8 exam ASAP,
but after looking at all the criteria,
too hard for me.. OMG..
will start with the scales first..

still waiting for my result to come,
so scared that i will fail my level 1.. -.-'
oh please.. let me pass my level 1..............

nothing special in medan,
just hope i can have lots of fun with my fren bfore i go back..
still havent go to karaoke.. LOL..

will be blogging soon..
(hope so.. LOL..)

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.44 PM

KL trip..

nowadays a bit lazy to blog..

just got back from KL trip,

it was fun to spend times with my besties.. ^^

seems that 4 days are just not enough.. haha..

but shopping there is better than singapore.. LOL..

keep thinking of the price is in RM.. 很爽!!!!!!!!!!!!

shopping is fun, but not enough time la..

planned to buy a lot of slippers,

but in the end only bought 1 heels.. T.T

but the pasar malam very good,

a lot of cheap things, and nice foods too.. haha..

spend a lot of money to eat the snacks there.. LOL..

sunway lagoon was fun, but tiring and my body was pain.. haiz..

i dun like the SCREAM PARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate it to the max!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i keep screaming in the first stage,

n i give up after that, cannot take it..

i won't go to the scream park anymore!!!!!

miz the 4 days 3 nights we spend together.. LOL..

hope we still hv another trip to go.. =)

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.18 PM

freedom!!!!!!!!!!

today is a good day.. LOL..
havin rehersal @ 11 in the morning,
but it's good, make me more confident..
then keep waiting until 4.30.. =.='
while waiting i start to nervous,
but while the break,
we all have chit chat, then it makes me not nervous at all.. haha..
then while havin recital,
feel very usual, no nervous at all..
feel more like playing wit fun.. =)
n i feel so relieved after the recital.. haha..

want to say thanks to my band mates..
shan, eugenia, joe, naz, n jit..
thanks you guys for all the rehearsal.. ^^

now waiting for my KL trip.. woohoo..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.30 AM

TO YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey bitch!!!!
敢做敢擔!!!!!!
从来没见过这么不要臉的女生!!!!!!!!!!!
don't be a coward can???
OMG!!!!!!!

if you got problem talk straight to me,
don't talk behind me la..
damn bitch!!!!!!!!
i'm not afraid of you la..
all the world know how's ur attitude,
and no one like you!!!!
so don't be jealous that you have no TRUE friend at all!!!!!
it's ur own fault..
somemore, your hometown friend also don't like you...
only your bad looking boyfriend like you or should I say afraid of you?????????
you are a monster, no brain monster!!!!!!!!

treat people good when you need them,
after that, talk nonsense about people at people's back!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG.. where got this kind of girl a??
just GO TO HELL DAMN BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 5.50 PM

exam week..

just want to post a quick n fast post.. LOL..
im goin to hv exams starting from monday..
monday - choir and pop workshop
thursday - aural, pop history, garage band, electronic composition
friday - theory
then i hv 2 weeks holiday, but i must prepare a lot of things.. =.='
i must practice for my recital liaw.. =.='
then must finish 2000 words essay, write all the journals, extra 5 journals, write program notes, n make my own leadsheet..
OMG.. i can't take it liaw..
i need to chiong......................

btw, my fren keep telling me,
another month to our KL trip.. haha..
it's exciting la, but still got recital.. haiz..

oh yah, last saturday i went to Soil &"Pimp" Session concert..
the concert was marvellous..
very good music they have, n i really like their performance..
after that i take a lot pic with their member..
thanks to uncle JIT.. LOL.. XD

n the good news is, 2moro im goin to watch JJ Lin Concert.. ^^
so excited!!!!!!! thanks to city news..
coz i get the ticket like buy 1 free 1.. =)
can't wait to see JJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just hope that i can pass all my exams..
especially my recital..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.36 PM

First time cooking..

today i do something new.. LOL..

i COOK.. haha..

was walking around cold storage,

my plan is to buy sushi for dinner,

then i see potato, carrot, mushroom,

so ended buying vegetables..

suddenly i want to drink veggie soup.. LOL..

then start cooking at home..

first cut all the vegetables,

put salt and chicken cube in the water,


then put potato, carrot n some small corn.. haha..

when it boils, put all the mushrooms..

then it's done.. ^^

the soup actually taste quite good e.. haha..

OMG.. my frst time cooking here,

and it's a soup.. LOL..

good start..

im so happy when i finish cooking e.. XD

goin to cook other food when i got time..

now goin to do my presentation.. haiz.. =.='

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.05 AM

FLU!!

FLU is the word that i hated most now..
im sick!!!!
from the last 2 days i can sense that im goin to sick..
who knows ystrdy after reach home i keep sneezing.. =.='
then i wake up with having flu.. haiz..
not in d mood lo..

btw, thanks fren for all ur concern.. ^^
really appreciate it.. =)
hope i can get well soon..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 01.15 AM

the most expensive bread i ever buy..

hello..
just want to blog abt last saturday..
something BIG happen.. LOL..
n i tell my fren i must blog abt this.. haha..

i was just walking around with my fren @ takasimaya food centre there..
then we pass by this 1 shop, it smells very good..
then the staff give us a sample to try..
it taste very very nice..
u know wad is it??
it's just a toast..
i fall in love with the bread when i try it..
all my fren also like the toast lo..
it's a japan bread, n the seller also japanese..
the brand is BOUNO..
*recommended* *must try*

then, i walk to other place,
after that i went back to the bread place again,
n the people let me try again.. haha..
phaise le..
then i go look at the price..
you know how much????????
$18.50 eeeeeeeeeeeee.......................
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just for 1 loaf of white bread e..........
but it's worth it la for once.. haha.. ^^

then i keep thinking for so long..
n at last i decided to buy.. T.T
so waste ooooo....
but bo bian.. i like it.. haha.. XD

back at home, i toast it for my bro,
n he said very very nice also..
haha..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.35 AM

new gadget!!!!

wuahhhhhhhhh..............

i got my new baby alreadi.. LOL..

JUNO STAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after so long keep looking at the store..

AT LASSSSTTTTTTT....................

just brought back from swee lee.. ^^

u see my new baby........ ^^

my first keyboard.. hoho..
im goin to take care of you.. =)

ok.. enough abt my new keyboard..
haha.. so high alreadi..
FYI, this term break..
i only finish my string quartet.. OMG..
presentation n essay never touch at all.. =.='
need to do that step by step..
if not.................... haiz..

my schl is goin to start again..
haih.. i want more holiday!!!!!!!!!

btw, on wednesday,
i saw double rainbows after the rain stop..
so long never saw rainbow alreadi.. ^^

so sweet ho..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.35 PM

v day!!!!

happy valentines day all !!!!
suppose to blog dis ystrdy,
but come home quite late n very tired..
so i'll blog abt my v day now.. LOL..

i wanted to go to yishun to see JJ lin,
but ended cleaning my room n do laundry.. =.='
a bit lazy to go coz i nvr bought the concert's ticket..
so like usual saturday, i clean up my room n do all the laundry..

after dat, went to clementi mrt to meet up with joe tan,
coz he is our tour guide for that day to chris's house.. haha..
we have a valentines day BBQ dinner.. =)
it's my frst time to hv an outing things with them..
(eugenia, joe, jessie, audrey, shaun, razma, edward, chris, brian)
really very very fun..
we BBQ a lot of foods esp the crab n sotong very nice.. haha..
after we full, we go outside n sit on the floor n talk..
then we talk until 3 plus, then we decide to go home.. LOL..
it's my frst time to go back @ 3 am..
(my mom will kill me, if she knows i come back very late)
i think it's my frst time to hv dinner with fren on v day.. ^^

my new quotes for v day..
"Valentines day is not only love day for the couple one,
but it can be a friendship love day or even family love day"
by Shelly Jap

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.35 PM

stressful week..

this week is my most stressful week.. =.='
2moro i have concert practice,
n just now i learn something new to be played for 2moro..
so stress.. last minute i must practice a lot of things for 2moro..
OMG.. n got a solo part..
practice almost 2 hours for the solo n other parts also..
haiz.. so tired n so nervous.. =.='
just hope 2moro i can play well, okay??
pray for me..

n i have a small presentation this thursday..
i need to show brian my string quartet,
which i haven't done at all.. =.='
n need to do transcription..
OMG.. so stress..
but it's all my own fault la..
coz im a last minute bug.. haha..
thanks joseph for telling me that.. XD

that's why on my project week,
im telling myself to do all my projects on that week,
like my pop presentation, music culture essay, pop listening test research, concert practice journals, concert attendance journals..
pray that i can stick to my own plan for project week..
rmember to remind me to do homeworks n not to go shopping.. LOL.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.13 PM

im back from my CNY holiday..
very happy coz i meet my beloved parents and my cousins..
it's a good trip to jakarta, but bali......
urm.. i would say just okay..
coz the weather super duper hot in the morning and afternoon.. >.<
but overall my holiday was nice.. ^^

i bought a new perfume.. haha.. VERSACE one..
i like it.. thanks mom..
n i got a new nintendo DS, actually it's not wholly mine,
it's my cousin's one but he never use,
so he lend it to me.. haha..
so happy.. XD
i want to spend more time with my parents..
i miz them so much.. T.T
although i just meet them on december..

since im back in sg,
i keep thinking of stop school and go back to live with my parents..
coz i love them so much..
and at least i can help them, so they wont be very busy and tired..
sometime i just think i need my parents by my side,
and they need me too..
maybe i just need time to adapt with my life here again..
coz im so used to live with my parents last holiday..
but dun worry mom..
i'll work hard here, and will make u and dad proud of me.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.30 PM

CNY holidays!!!!

can't wait for my CNY holidays..
im goin back to jakarta 2moro morning.. yeay!!
will be meeting my parents and some cousins too..
but "muka tembok girl" go there too.. huh..
ruins my holiday mood.. =.='
will just take it as she's not there..
she's invisible.. haha..

btw, will be having my 1 week holidays in jakarta n BALI(4 days)..
such a nice and lovely place evryone tell me that..
should go there, relax n enjoy my trip..
n the big news is im goin to skip class for 3 days..
which i never done it bfore.. haha..
but screw it, all my senior also skip so i think it's okay.. ^^

my flights for 2moro is 7 AM,
so it means i hv to be at the airport @ 5 AM..
which is i need to wake up @ 4 AM.. =.='
oh my gosh.........
should go sleep early tonight.. (if i can)

now need to clean my room like usual.. haiz..
after that will do laundry..
then maybe goin out to buy thngs for my mum..
then PACKING time.. haha..
hope i wont feel lazy later.. XD

FYI, i will be blogging after i came back to singapore..
which is next 2 weeks..
coz dun thnk can blog in indo.. LOL..
GONG XI FAT CHAI everyone.. ^^
c u all soon..

i love yesterday.. ^^
good times ever..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 2.15 PM

tiring day..

OMG..
im so sleepy n super duper tired now.. o.o
just dunno why,
this pass few days,
i slept like very late n wake up quite early for few days..
just can't make it.. >.<
looks like im going to be sick.. oh my..
please don't fall sick now..
im going back for CNY, i want to eat a lot of foods.. LOL..
must stay fit..

n yeap.. im still blogging @ dis time which is 1 AM..
coz of wad??
LADY MARMALADE..
i hate this song now,
make me crazy a, listening to what the instruments played..
later goin schl to prac like 9AM.. =.='
so not enough sleep again.. haiz..

goin sleep now..
i hate 2moro classes..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.05 AM

just finish finding the chords for my recital this year..
haiz.. =.=' so sleepy..
i must finish it by today, coz having MS 2moro,
which is later 3 PM.. haha..
FYI, for my recital this year i will play 4 songs..
1. Original composition REGRET
2. Everywhere by Michelle Branch
3. Umbrella by Mandy Moore (slow version)
4. Hey Jude by The Beatles (funk version)

haha.. is it contrasting enough??
feel like it's goin to be a lot of hard work to play all these songs..
haiz..
just need to do more work n practice..
like wad darren said "you must practice more for sure"
LOL..
okay.. must practice more this semester.. gambatte.. ^^

goin to sleep now, n have a good n long rest..
don't have enough sleep this few days..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 2.05 AM

learn how to play pools..

today wake up very early,
feel sleepy, not enough sleep.. LOL..
but it's okay..
coz im goin to service today.. yeay!!
so long nvr go alreadi,
kind of miz them a lot.. haha..
meet all of them just now..
so good.. ^^
btw, thanks rhoda for my late bday present.. LOL..

after dat go lunch @ terminal 2..
have a good fellowship with them just now..
talk a lot with hunter, adi, zi hao, n jia liang.. ^^
they all were very funny.. haha..

then go peace centre to play games with marc, zi hao, jia liang, raymond n hui ya,
but the place was too crowded n noisy..
i can't tahan, so change to play pools..
i can't play pools, coz i nvr play..
i always see my fren play pools,
but i nvr try.. haha..
then they keep asking me to try,
so at last i try.. hehe..
jia liang n zi hao teach me how to play.. LOL..
a bit phaise la actually,
coz they all like pro alreadi.. ^^

btw, it's a good start to learn something new in a new year.. LOL..
good statement.. haha.. XD
thanks for d pools lesson jia liang n zi hao.. ^^

still hvnt write my wishlist..
next time then.. hoho..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.55 PM

wake up quite late just now, abt 11??
haha..
then like nothing to do..
a bit sianzz..
but actually need to clean up my room,
do all the laundry.. haiz..
but kind of lazy la..
must change this bad habit this year.. LOL..

just remember i hvnt post my wishlist for dis year..
maybe will post it next time i blog.. LOL..
must think all frst then can write.. haha..

2moro goin to service.. yeay!!!!
after 1 month never go,
can't wait to meet all of them.. haha..

okay.. goin to clean up my room n do the laundry..
n also goin to have my breakfast?? LOL..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.55 AM

1st wk of college..

nothing much to write today..
1st wk of college was okay..
nothing really important for dis week..

the new things is i have class on friday,
so i need to go schl for 5 days..
it's like 2 days go schl for 2 hours class..
can go n die,
should just put like last sem..
waste time n money la.. haiz..

don't really like the new lecturer,
the way he teaches composition..
OMG!!!!! BORING!!!!!
i almost fall asleep just now.. CMI..

just receive my result last monday..
quite okay la, overall 60,63..
not too satisfy with the result, but as long as i pass okay la..

i need to decide which keyboard to buy..
dun want to waste time again..
n i want to buy a new hp.. W595.. LOL..
a lot of things that i want to buy..
n im buying the ticket for JJ Lin's concert..
woohoo.. haha.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.50 PM

back to reality..

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS & HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR....
^^

1 month of holiday in my hometown..
evrythg went so nice n fun,
just one problem, not enough time.. =.='
spend a lot of time with family n BFF..
i miz spending time with them..
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

just came back sg this morning..
quite tired, n have a small nap just now..
then unpack all my new clothes.. haha..
n clean my room..
THEN do research for the songs for 2moro wrkshop..
wahlao.. sien one lo..
no time to rehearse n 2moro need to perform..
thanks darren.. >.<
i dun want to care abt the wrkshp this time..
just do well from the next one.. haha..

i start to miz my dad n mom,
n my BFF just now.. hkz..
still have 1 month to meet my parents,
n 4 months to meet my BFF.. T.T

gonna update my new year wishes next time..
maybe 2moro?? if im not lazy.. LOL..

i update alreadi.. LOL..
fast rite?? haha..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.36 AM