I Love You..

I LOVE YOU..
that's the word i always want to say to you..
but i think it's impossible n never gonna happen..

you once give me a memorable and sweet memory..
i really love and also miz that time..
you always let me feel happy and oso feel that you are care with me..
evryday i call u then talk to u for hours,
got times when we just keep silent for several minutes,
but that's a sweet times also..
i just like to talk to u..
telling all my problems to u n chit chatting evryday..
but that time had pass alreadi,
and it wont flew back.. T.T
now i know and trust that "people can change"

i always ask why do u do this to me??
you let me feel happy at the first time..
but after dat, you throw me into the deep valley..
you let me know wad is sad, wad is sorrow.. T.T

i only hope that i can just be your fren..
a fren dat can accompany you whenever you are sad or even happy..
a fren dat always be there for you, whenever you need..
that's all..
i never ask more from dat..
but u never give me dat opportunity.. T.T

my frenz always tell me not to think about you ever again..
you just gonna wastin my time..
but i always tell myself dat someday that day will come..
but i think im wrong,
im super duper wrong..
you won't ever gonna change..
but still,
i just hope that you will be like the former YOU again..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 23.10PM

HOLIDAY!!

hav been back in medan for the whole month..
want to blog very much, but the connection here damNNNN sloWWWW..
kind of feeling bored here alreadi..
bcoz there's only 1 place that we can go and it is SUN plaza..
haiz.. feel siennn with that place alreadi.. -.-'

but overall, it's good to be home..
i cn meet my parents and also my frenzz..
and op couz cn drive my HONDA CITY.. hoho..
miss my car so much.. ^^
and also cn touch my piano every day and every time.. hoho..
so long never everyday practice piano alreadi.. haiz..

time pass like a river flows..
and i only hav about 2 months holiday left..
and it's back to college life..
but, i miz all u guys PA Lasalle Foundie.. ^^
miz all d time we pass 2gether..

it's my frst time to be on myself,
and you all make my first time very precious..
with all the things you all taught me,
i know much much more about music and other things that i never know at all..
n also i learn a lot from all u guys..
thanx for the lesson fren..
really aprreciate it very much..

and the last word,
i hope this holiday would be very fun.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 14.50AM