im just tired with all these things!!!!!!!!!!
im really tired.. =.=
i just want everything to end faster....
can't take it anymore.....

the pressure is too big for me..
i don't feel the passion anymore..
i lost my passion that I had before
and i can't find it now.. T.T

20

20 is the title of my post now,
20 is a number that i dun really like.. haha..
i've just pass my 20th bday last few weeks..
feel quite old.. LOL..

recent happenings are i'm goin to have all my exams starting from this thursday..
this week : ear training exam
next week : pop composition
next next week : essay, listening test, workshop exam
next next next week : main study

it seems to be quite okay, coz not very many exams happening in 1 week..
wanted to pass this exams week faster,
so that i can go back to medan faster.. LOL..
my friend said to me all i think is going back to medan.. haha..
correct!!!! that's me!!!! =)
im just tired with all the college life.. >.<

btw, i just hope that i can pass all my exams!!!!
help me pray!!!! thanks.. =)

1 more day!!!!!!!!!

can't wait for SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!
it's like 1 more day to go..............
can you pass faster??
I can't wait to go back!!!!!!!
so in need of break now..

SATURDAY!!!! SATURDAY!!!!
I love SATURDAY!!!! XD

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2 days class seem to be quite easy for others..
but the truth is NOT AT ALL..
coz the rest of the days,
i still going to schl to have ensemble practice..
so for me it's like everyday also goin schl..
still giving pressure to myself for the technical exam..
quite scared that i can't make it.. >.<
this level 2 is a tough level to pass..
just hope that I can do my best..

I think I keep wasting my money on foods nowadays..
been going to steamboat n eating quite ex foods,
but now I'm trying to save my money.. haha..

btw, the biggest news for now is :
I'm going back to medan in 2 weeks time!!!!
but it's a short one, around 9 days..
coz im having my break, n my parents need help with the shop..
besides that im goin to buy a new phone there,
coz my nokia's keypad really broken now..
hope I can get a javelin.. haha..
im looking forward to hanging out with my fren also,
although i think we can make it like 2 times only??
dun care.. as long as I can meet them n have a long chat!!!!