Random Feeling..

this few months, I feel that I became more n more sensitive..

when I saw a child going out with his/her parents,
I started to feel very jealous and sad..
I just wanted to spend time with my family,
but I need to wait another 4 months.. T.T
I mizz my parents sooooo sooooooo much...............................

when I heard my mom's voice on the phone,
I wanted to cry, dunno why..
it's just like I very long nvr talk to her..
I really miz the times taking care of the shop with her..

爸爸，妈妈 我好想你们！！！！！
真的很想回去。。
很习惯有你们陪在我身边。。
希望可以快一点会去！！！！！

TIREDNESS

tired is the keyword for this week..
starts from the day i came back to SG,
everything I do I do it myself and I'm alone..
I'm just not used to live without my family beside me..
I feel lonely..
and I started to think about my holiday,
which I spent with my family for 3months,
it's my happiest time..

next is my LCD screen, it's broken,
and I can't online at all until now..
and still my LCD screen is still broken now.. haiz..

last thing is my school life..
suddenly i feel depress with all the things happen at college..
it's just too sudden,
and I really can't take it anymore..


i was thinking of stopping school and go back to my hometown..
that is what I think now..
dunno whether is it good or bad decision??

I MISS MY MOM & DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.36 PM

RANDOM..

why do people feel bored????
why do people feel stress????
why do people feel sad????
why do the things that we hope never come true????
why do things never work like what we plan????

just some random questions that I keep asking myself..
can't find the answer.. >.<
please tell me the answer if you have..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.54 PM

1st month of holiday..

1 month of no blogging.. LOL..
lazy to blog, cause of the slow internet.. =.='
i pass my 1st month of holiday alreadi,
it's like evryday went to the shop to help from 12 to 6 plus..
want to learn something new on this holiday,
like baking, learn new instrument, etc
but it ended NOTHING.. haiz..........

thinking of taking grade 8 exam ASAP,
but after looking at all the criteria,
too hard for me.. OMG..
will start with the scales first..

still waiting for my result to come,
so scared that i will fail my level 1.. -.-'
oh please.. let me pass my level 1..............

nothing special in medan,
just hope i can have lots of fun with my fren bfore i go back..
still havent go to karaoke.. LOL..

will be blogging soon..
(hope so.. LOL..)

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.44 PM