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people change

2012-01-15T01:08:00.002+08:00

it feels so bad when you realize your friends had changed.. they are not the people that you know already.. people change, left everything behind and move on.. why do people change?? can't people just stay the same??
the person that was once your best friend, now become strangers.. totally strangers.. how sad it is.. that's what life really gives you.. but you can't do anything to change it back, cause the people choose to forget everything and move on with a new path.. a path without you in it.. =(
sometimes you feel okay when your friend take you for granted, but still we're human, we have feeling.. we'll feel like we're not appreciated and not important if you keep treating us like that..
this life really gives you a lot of tasks everyday.. i'm so pissed off with my life nowadays.. so many things have happen and they really makes you feel so down and depress sometimes.. you keep asking yourself, "is it my fault?" *sighhhhh.....

2012

2012-01-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

the first post on the 1st day of 2012..
haven't been blogging for 4 months, and lots of things happen.. but it's new year now, don't want to look back anymore.. have to look forward to 2012!!
my only wish for this new year is this year will be better than the previous one.. a year with lots of breakthrough, lots of learning, lots of friendship, but less regrets.. and please fill my life with awesome stuff and awesome people.. wish that my wish can come true.. =)
i wanted to change my life a bit.. maybe start with positive thinking?? my friend told me that i always think to the negative side, whatever the thing is.. i realised that, but it's my reflect.. i'm like trained to always think to the negative side.. but i will try to look more to the positive side starting from now.. it's so tiring to have a negative thinking, cause it makes u to think more and more..
and i want to start dieting again.. haha.. dunno whether it will work or not?? but not a total diet, just lesser the portion of my food.. the most important thing is i wish to make more friends!! i'm tired of relying on my only friends in medan.. sometimes people are just so egoist, they will just look for u when they need u, and when they had new friend they intend to forget about their old friend.. i'm tired of always be the one that please everyone and no one even thankful about it.. maybe it's time to go out and look for new friends, but how?????
tired with everything happen in my life, i just wanted a simple life.. is it very hard to achieve?? i will try to change my life from now on, start my day with a BIG SMILE, look more to the brighter side, and to be more outgoing person.. that's my new year resolution!!!! oh GOD please grant me the power to achieve my resolution!!!!

boring life

2011-08-01T22:49:00.002+08:00

feel so bored with my life in the meantime.. although im very busy in the morning till evening, but still i feel so bored when the night come.. it's just like nothing to do, no one to find and to talk too.. sometimes i feel that i don't even have a true friend at all.. like all your friend just disappear when you need them.. and when you tried to find them, they will just take no action with that.. i'm tired of being so friendly and nice all the time, coz it will end up people don't even care about my feeling at all.. they will just treat you like rubbish or even air.. sighhh..

i think i'm totally lost now..
i don't even know where am i now??
what's my purpose now??

damn feel like screaming now!!!!!!!! damn feel like crying all night long!!!!!!

life is like a roller coaster............

2011-06-28T21:52:00.003+08:00

life has been like a roller coaster for this few weeks..
first, i was shock to know that this "guy' with the ma'am joke is actually my long long relatives.. can't really accept it at first.. haha.. but yeah.. life must go on, n my brain is working well on it.. n thanks to all the busyness in my life that help me cope with it..

then, i finally found the long lost answer that make my life so miserable for the past few weeks.. MISUNDERSTANDING.. yeap.. that's the keyword.. thanks to my crazy brain that keep thinking too much.. the story was like 2 people nvr reply my chat and comment, and i kept thinking like why?? why?? they hate me?? then 1 day, i saw this friend online.. i was being brave, then i call this friend.. and guess what?? no reply+ offline.. okay.. damn upset.. BUT THEN.. i saw the chat window pop up.. and we chat a while(thanks to the indo internet connection for being damn slow) damn happy, and i realised that it was all misunderstanding.. haha.. silly me..

and i think you really captured my heart back.. i started to focus on you again, i want to know everything about you.. i'm trying to get close to you, but i think it's hard.. but i'm really happy for the good news you get!! you have did a great job all this time, and it's time for you to shine now..
you will be doing great, because that is what you have been longing to do.. no matter what, i will always support you!! <3

and the last thing is, this "guy" is back to medan again.. haha.. but this time quite okay.. coz my brain had been working hard on this problem.. yeap.. no expectations this time.. but still, can you just talk to me more?? that was what i'm thinking.. so it really do come true.. haha.. last day of your trip you talk a lot with me.. so shock for a while.. but good talk btw, know you a bit more.. after that, my mum ask him for dinner together.. and yeah, he sat beside me, had a good laugh and a good joke time.. the thing that we never have before, but hope that it will be better the next time you come, okay cousin?? haha..

i've been blogging so much about them.. haha.. and it's time to get back to listen to the ten2five and andien songs.. favourite music for the mean time.. <3 <3

i give up......

2011-05-26T22:22:00.003+08:00

at last i know what's the relationship between you and me..
we are long long relatives..
yeah.. it's true..
you're my cousin's cousin..
what a joke!!!!!!
why do fate always make fools of my life????

i'm talking bout the guy that calls me ma'am,
the guy that always joking with me saying he is married,
the guy that ruins my life since then....

okay... i have to get you out of my mind from now on..
you are just my RELATIVE..
that's it..
there's nothing more..

i want to fly to sg NOW!!!!!!

2011-04-29T21:31:00.002+08:00

i damn damn damn want to go to sg NOW!!!!!!!
my friends are having their recitals this weekend..
oh god, why u don't let me go?????
he's having his recital in the next 30 mins,
hope that he will do his best,
and i know he can do it!!!! =)
hope that someone will record the recital and i get to see it..
please!! please!!
i'm so sad that i can't be there.. T.T
how i wish i am there NOW..

however, best wishes from medan for you!!
and best wishes to all my friends!! ganbatte!! <3 <3

该放弃了

2011-04-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

i don't understand the relationship between you n me..
sometimes you treat me as a friend,
but sometimes you treat me as a business partner..
sometimes you give me hope,
but sometimes you let me down..
what do you really want me to do??

i've been trying to forget you for so many times,
but you keep appearing in so many ways..
life gets tougher when i have become accustomed with you chatting with me for 3 days straight..
i know i'm crazy, but that's how i feel now..
i kept looking at my phone, thinking that you might be looking for me..
but i know you won't..

maybe it's time to let you go..
maybe it's time to forget about you..
and maybe it's time to give up..

I'M BACK.....

2011-04-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

after so long.......... at last I'M BACK!!!!
it's been 1 year since i update my blog..
been having lots of changes n regrets over the years..
and I'm back in my beloved hometown MEDAN for good!!
excited?? YES.. regret?? YES..
haha.. i know i'm crazy..
BUT i really do miss my college life, n my college FRIENDS!!

anyway, been helping in the shop for 6 month plus..
having a total same sequence everyday..
bored?? YES!!!!
need my holiday damn soon..
coz my pop friends having their recital in this end of april..
and i want to be there!!!!! T.T
i miss them n i miss singapore too..
but i know i won't be able to go coz of someone being so childish about the jealousy stuff!!
but i already got my holiday in last March..
went to Jakarta Java Jazz Festival with Lasalle's friends..
having my great time after so long.. =)

i miss him.. >.<
i'm just being so random..
he keeps ruining my life, since we know each other..
actually not always ruining, sometime u just made my day.. =)
we've known each other for only damn good 1 minute,
and the next day you chat n call me ma'am.. >.<
what a joke!!!!!
and the story start from there.. haha..
and i know that the statement "faith always makes fool of people's life" is true..
so many coincidence that ruin all my decision..
and the biggest coincidence is you're here again when i'm almost get over you..
and yes we have a really nice n good chat this time.. =)
but i know this only happen when you're here.. =(
so i'm back to the place where i need to get you out of my mind..
oh faith.... why do you have to do this to me??????

anyway, i have been blogging too much.. haha..
time to sign out..
might be blogging again SOON.. haha..

2010!!

2010-02-02T22:38:00.002+08:00

the first post in 2010.. lol..
so long nvr updated my blog..
feel lazy to upload, dunno wad to write..

recently started my college life AGAIN..
n now is already week 4.. so fast..
10 more weeks to assessments n recital.. OMG..
started of the semester, feels so stress with the workshop..
but for now, im quite excited, coz until now,
we only had 1 workshop.. haha..
all bcoz of the residence artist.. woohoo..
please keep coming on friday around 1.30.. =D

the BIGGEST news is, im going back to jakarta next week..
gonna spend CNY like usual.. can't wait!!!!!!!!!
i wanna go back!!!!!!!

almost done..

2009-11-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

im almost done with my exam!! yeay!!
1 more exam and im officially FREE..
can't wait to finish my main study exam..
after that i can go n have fun for a while,
then im goin back to medan!!!!

there's a lot of things i wanna do after my exam..
go JB with besties, go to kitty lab, take christmas pictures in orchard, gathering with mer, jess n rhoda, and the last is packing to go back.. LOL..
there's a lot of movies i wanna watch, so many good movies in my holiday time..
hope that i can watch all.. haha.. =D

i really mizz all my frenz in medan..
wanna go out with u all,
wanna go crazy with u all,
wanna go karaoke with u all,
wanna gathering with u all,
wanna do evrything with u all.. haha..

1 more week countdown!!!! so EXCITED!!!!

2009-11-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

im just tired with all these things!!!!!!!!!!
im really tired.. =.=
i just want everything to end faster....
can't take it anymore.....

the pressure is too big for me..
i don't feel the passion anymore..
i lost my passion that I had before
and i can't find it now.. T.T

20

2009-10-28T01:37:00.002+08:00

20 is the title of my post now,
20 is a number that i dun really like.. haha..
i've just pass my 20th bday last few weeks..
feel quite old.. LOL..

recent happenings are i'm goin to have all my exams starting from this thursday..
this week : ear training exam
next week : pop composition
next next week : essay, listening test, workshop exam
next next next week : main study

it seems to be quite okay, coz not very many exams happening in 1 week..
wanted to pass this exams week faster,
so that i can go back to medan faster.. LOL..
my friend said to me all i think is going back to medan.. haha..
correct!!!! that's me!!!! =)
im just tired with all the college life.. >.<

btw, i just hope that i can pass all my exams!!!!
help me pray!!!! thanks.. =)

1 more day!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-18T00:30:00.002+08:00

can't wait for SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!
it's like 1 more day to go..............
can you pass faster??
I can't wait to go back!!!!!!!
so in need of break now..

SATURDAY!!!! SATURDAY!!!!
I love SATURDAY!!!! XD

........

2009-09-10T22:49:00.002+08:00

2 days class seem to be quite easy for others..
but the truth is NOT AT ALL..
coz the rest of the days,
i still going to schl to have ensemble practice..
so for me it's like everyday also goin schl..
still giving pressure to myself for the technical exam..
quite scared that i can't make it.. >.<
this level 2 is a tough level to pass..
just hope that I can do my best..

I think I keep wasting my money on foods nowadays..
been going to steamboat n eating quite ex foods,
but now I'm trying to save my money.. haha..

btw, the biggest news for now is :
I'm going back to medan in 2 weeks time!!!!
but it's a short one, around 9 days..
coz im having my break, n my parents need help with the shop..
besides that im goin to buy a new phone there,
coz my nokia's keypad really broken now..
hope I can get a javelin.. haha..
im looking forward to hanging out with my fren also,
although i think we can make it like 2 times only??
dun care.. as long as I can meet them n have a long chat!!!!

厚脸皮的女人！！！！

2009-08-25T22:40:00.003+08:00

this post is dedicated to that 厚脸皮的女人!!!!
do u know wad the word "FRIEND" means??
you don't even know,
and you don't even have one..
that is the reason why you don't have true friends at all,
even your hometown friends also don't want to be your friend..

don't anyhow judge your friends..
just because they don't want to help you,
then you say they are not ur friend..
do u ever treat them as friend before????
NO!!!!!! NEVER!!!!!
you just treat them as ur "emergency" friend..
you only call them friend when you needed their help..
but at their back, you always talk bad things about them..

think before you talk!!!!!
before talking about other's bad, think of yourself first!!!!
don't always think that you're the best,
and other people is the worst..
厚脸皮!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random Feeling..

2009-08-16T23:18:00.002+08:00

this few months, I feel that I became more n more sensitive..

when I saw a child going out with his/her parents,
I started to feel very jealous and sad..
I just wanted to spend time with my family,
but I need to wait another 4 months.. T.T
I mizz my parents sooooo sooooooo much...............................

when I heard my mom's voice on the phone,
I wanted to cry, dunno why..
it's just like I very long nvr talk to her..
I really miz the times taking care of the shop with her..

爸爸，妈妈我好想你们！！！！！
真的很想回去。。
很习惯有你们陪在我身边。。
希望可以快一点会去！！！！！

TIREDNESS

2009-08-08T00:33:00.004+08:00

tired is the keyword for this week..
starts from the day i came back to SG,
everything I do I do it myself and I'm alone..
I'm just not used to live without my family beside me..
I feel lonely..
and I started to think about my holiday,
which I spent with my family for 3months,
it's my happiest time..

next is my LCD screen, it's broken,
and I can't online at all until now..
and still my LCD screen is still broken now.. haiz..

last thing is my school life..
suddenly i feel depress with all the things happen at college..
it's just too sudden,
and I really can't take it anymore..

i was thinking of stopping school and go back to my hometown..
that is what I think now..
dunno whether is it good or bad decision??

I MISS MY MOM & DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.36 PM

RANDOM..

2009-06-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

why do people feel bored????
why do people feel stress????
why do people feel sad????
why do the things that we hope never come true????
why do things never work like what we plan????

just some random questions that I keep asking myself..
can't find the answer.. >.<
please tell me the answer if you have..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.54 PM

1st month of holiday..

2009-06-12T23:24:00.002+08:00

1 month of no blogging.. LOL..
lazy to blog, cause of the slow internet.. =.='
i pass my 1st month of holiday alreadi,
it's like evryday went to the shop to help from 12 to 6 plus..
want to learn something new on this holiday,
like baking, learn new instrument, etc
but it ended NOTHING.. haiz..........

thinking of taking grade 8 exam ASAP,
but after looking at all the criteria,
too hard for me.. OMG..
will start with the scales first..

still waiting for my result to come,
so scared that i will fail my level 1.. -.-'
oh please.. let me pass my level 1..............

nothing special in medan,
just hope i can have lots of fun with my fren bfore i go back..
still havent go to karaoke.. LOL..

will be blogging soon..
(hope so.. LOL..)

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.44 PM

KL trip..

2009-05-02T22:53:00.003+08:00

nowadays a bit lazy to blog..

just got back from KL trip,

it was fun to spend times with my besties.. ^^

seems that 4 days are just not enough.. haha..

but shopping there is better than singapore.. LOL..

keep thinking of the price is in RM.. 很爽!!!!!!!!!!!!

shopping is fun, but not enough time la..

planned to buy a lot of slippers,

but in the end only bought 1 heels.. T.T

but the pasar malam very good,

a lot of cheap things, and nice foods too.. haha..

spend a lot of money to eat the snacks there.. LOL..

sunway lagoon was fun, but tiring and my body was pain.. haiz..

i dun like the SCREAM PARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate it to the max!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i keep screaming in the first stage,

n i give up after that, cannot take it..

i won't go to the scream park anymore!!!!!

miz the 4 days 3 nights we spend together.. LOL..

hope we still hv another trip to go.. =)

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.18 PM

freedom!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

today is a good day.. LOL..
havin rehersal @ 11 in the morning,
but it's good, make me more confident..
then keep waiting until 4.30.. =.='
while waiting i start to nervous,
but while the break,
we all have chit chat, then it makes me not nervous at all.. haha..
then while havin recital,
feel very usual, no nervous at all..
feel more like playing wit fun.. =)
n i feel so relieved after the recital.. haha..

want to say thanks to my band mates..
shan, eugenia, joe, naz, n jit..
thanks you guys for all the rehearsal.. ^^

now waiting for my KL trip.. woohoo..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.30 AM

TO YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-18T17:12:00.002+08:00

hey bitch!!!!
敢做敢擔!!!!!!
从来没见过这么不要臉的女生!!!!!!!!!!!
don't be a coward can???
OMG!!!!!!!

if you got problem talk straight to me,
don't talk behind me la..
damn bitch!!!!!!!!
i'm not afraid of you la..
all the world know how's ur attitude,
and no one like you!!!!
so don't be jealous that you have no TRUE friend at all!!!!!
it's ur own fault..
somemore, your hometown friend also don't like you...
only your bad looking boyfriend like you or should I say afraid of you?????????
you are a monster, no brain monster!!!!!!!!

treat people good when you need them,
after that, talk nonsense about people at people's back!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG.. where got this kind of girl a??
just GO TO HELL DAMN BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 5.50 PM

exam week..

2009-03-27T22:26:00.003+08:00

just want to post a quick n fast post.. LOL..
im goin to hv exams starting from monday..
monday - choir and pop workshop
thursday - aural, pop history, garage band, electronic composition
friday - theory
then i hv 2 weeks holiday, but i must prepare a lot of things.. =.='
i must practice for my recital liaw.. =.='
then must finish 2000 words essay, write all the journals, extra 5 journals, write program notes, n make my own leadsheet..
OMG.. i can't take it liaw..
i need to chiong......................

btw, my fren keep telling me,
another month to our KL trip.. haha..
it's exciting la, but still got recital.. haiz..

oh yah, last saturday i went to Soil &"Pimp" Session concert..
the concert was marvellous..
very good music they have, n i really like their performance..
after that i take a lot pic with their member..
thanks to uncle JIT.. LOL.. XD

n the good news is, 2moro im goin to watch JJ Lin Concert.. ^^
so excited!!!!!!! thanks to city news..
coz i get the ticket like buy 1 free 1.. =)
can't wait to see JJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just hope that i can pass all my exams..
especially my recital..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.36 PM

First time cooking..

2009-03-13T22:48:00.008+08:00

today i do something new.. LOL..

i COOK.. haha..

was walking around cold storage,

my plan is to buy sushi for dinner,

then i see potato, carrot, mushroom,

so ended buying vegetables..

suddenly i want to drink veggie soup.. LOL..

then start cooking at home..

first cut all the vegetables,

put salt and chicken cube in the water,

then put potato, carrot n some small corn.. haha..

when it boils, put all the mushrooms..

then it's done.. ^^

the soup actually taste quite good e.. haha..

OMG.. my frst time cooking here,

and it's a soup.. LOL..

good start..

im so happy when i finish cooking e.. XD

goin to cook other food when i got time..

now goin to do my presentation.. haiz.. =.='

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.05 AM

FLU!!

2009-03-07T01:04:00.004+08:00

FLU is the word that i hated most now..
im sick!!!!
from the last 2 days i can sense that im goin to sick..
who knows ystrdy after reach home i keep sneezing.. =.='
then i wake up with having flu.. haiz..
not in d mood lo..

btw, thanks fren for all ur concern.. ^^
really appreciate it.. =)
hope i can get well soon..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 01.15 AM

the most expensive bread i ever buy..

2009-03-02T00:16:00.003+08:00

hello..
just want to blog abt last saturday..
something BIG happen.. LOL..
n i tell my fren i must blog abt this.. haha..

i was just walking around with my fren @ takasimaya food centre there..
then we pass by this 1 shop, it smells very good..
then the staff give us a sample to try..
it taste very very nice..
u know wad is it??
it's just a toast..
i fall in love with the bread when i try it..
all my fren also like the toast lo..
it's a japan bread, n the seller also japanese..
the brand is BOUNO..
*recommended* *must try*

then, i walk to other place,
after that i went back to the bread place again,
n the people let me try again.. haha..
phaise le..
then i go look at the price..
you know how much????????
$18.50 eeeeeeeeeeeee.......................
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just for 1 loaf of white bread e..........
but it's worth it la for once.. haha.. ^^

then i keep thinking for so long..
n at last i decided to buy.. T.T
so waste ooooo....
but bo bian.. i like it.. haha.. XD

back at home, i toast it for my bro,
n he said very very nice also..
haha..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.35 AM

new gadget!!!!

2009-02-27T23:18:00.005+08:00

wuahhhhhhhhh..............

i got my new baby alreadi.. LOL..

JUNO STAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after so long keep looking at the store..

AT LASSSSTTTTTTT....................

just brought back from swee lee.. ^^

u see my new baby........ ^^

my first keyboard.. hoho..
im goin to take care of you.. =)

ok.. enough abt my new keyboard..
haha.. so high alreadi..
FYI, this term break..
i only finish my string quartet.. OMG..
presentation n essay never touch at all.. =.='
need to do that step by step..
if not.................... haiz..

my schl is goin to start again..
haih.. i want more holiday!!!!!!!!!

btw, on wednesday,
i saw double rainbows after the rain stop..
so long never saw rainbow alreadi.. ^^

so sweet ho..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.35 PM

v day!!!!

2009-02-15T23:14:00.003+08:00

happy valentines day all !!!!
suppose to blog dis ystrdy,
but come home quite late n very tired..
so i'll blog abt my v day now.. LOL..

i wanted to go to yishun to see JJ lin,
but ended cleaning my room n do laundry.. =.='
a bit lazy to go coz i nvr bought the concert's ticket..
so like usual saturday, i clean up my room n do all the laundry..

after dat, went to clementi mrt to meet up with joe tan,
coz he is our tour guide for that day to chris's house.. haha..
we have a valentines day BBQ dinner.. =)
it's my frst time to hv an outing things with them..
(eugenia, joe, jessie, audrey, shaun, razma, edward, chris, brian)
really very very fun..
we BBQ a lot of foods esp the crab n sotong very nice.. haha..
after we full, we go outside n sit on the floor n talk..
then we talk until 3 plus, then we decide to go home.. LOL..
it's my frst time to go back @ 3 am..
(my mom will kill me, if she knows i come back very late)
i think it's my frst time to hv dinner with fren on v day.. ^^

my new quotes for v day..
"Valentines day is not only love day for the couple one,
but it can be a friendship love day or even family love day"
by Shelly Jap

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.35 PM

stressful week..

2009-02-10T22:49:00.003+08:00

this week is my most stressful week.. =.='
2moro i have concert practice,
n just now i learn something new to be played for 2moro..
so stress.. last minute i must practice a lot of things for 2moro..
OMG.. n got a solo part..
practice almost 2 hours for the solo n other parts also..
haiz.. so tired n so nervous.. =.='
just hope 2moro i can play well, okay??
pray for me..

n i have a small presentation this thursday..
i need to show brian my string quartet,
which i haven't done at all.. =.='
n need to do transcription..
OMG.. so stress..
but it's all my own fault la..
coz im a last minute bug.. haha..
thanks joseph for telling me that.. XD

that's why on my project week,
im telling myself to do all my projects on that week,
like my pop presentation, music culture essay, pop listening test research, concert practice journals, concert attendance journals..
pray that i can stick to my own plan for project week..
rmember to remind me to do homeworks n not to go shopping.. LOL.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.13 PM

2009-02-04T22:06:00.002+08:00

im back from my CNY holiday..
very happy coz i meet my beloved parents and my cousins..
it's a good trip to jakarta, but bali......
urm.. i would say just okay..
coz the weather super duper hot in the morning and afternoon.. >.<
but overall my holiday was nice.. ^^

i bought a new perfume.. haha.. VERSACE one..
i like it.. thanks mom..
n i got a new nintendo DS, actually it's not wholly mine,
it's my cousin's one but he never use,
so he lend it to me.. haha..
so happy.. XD
i want to spend more time with my parents..
i miz them so much.. T.T
although i just meet them on december..

since im back in sg,
i keep thinking of stop school and go back to live with my parents..
coz i love them so much..
and at least i can help them, so they wont be very busy and tired..
sometime i just think i need my parents by my side,
and they need me too..
maybe i just need time to adapt with my life here again..
coz im so used to live with my parents last holiday..
but dun worry mom..
i'll work hard here, and will make u and dad proud of me.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.30 PM

CNY holidays!!!!

2009-01-24T13:56:00.002+08:00

can't wait for my CNY holidays..
im goin back to jakarta 2moro morning.. yeay!!
will be meeting my parents and some cousins too..
but "muka tembok girl" go there too.. huh..
ruins my holiday mood.. =.='
will just take it as she's not there..
she's invisible.. haha..

btw, will be having my 1 week holidays in jakarta n BALI(4 days)..
such a nice and lovely place evryone tell me that..
should go there, relax n enjoy my trip..
n the big news is im goin to skip class for 3 days..
which i never done it bfore.. haha..
but screw it, all my senior also skip so i think it's okay.. ^^

my flights for 2moro is 7 AM,
so it means i hv to be at the airport @ 5 AM..
which is i need to wake up @ 4 AM.. =.='
oh my gosh.........
should go sleep early tonight.. (if i can)

now need to clean my room like usual.. haiz..
after that will do laundry..
then maybe goin out to buy thngs for my mum..
then PACKING time.. haha..
hope i wont feel lazy later.. XD

FYI, i will be blogging after i came back to singapore..
which is next 2 weeks..
coz dun thnk can blog in indo.. LOL..
GONG XI FAT CHAI everyone.. ^^
c u all soon..

i love yesterday.. ^^
good times ever..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 2.15 PM

tiring day..

2009-01-19T01:02:00.002+08:00

OMG..
im so sleepy n super duper tired now.. o.o
just dunno why,
this pass few days,
i slept like very late n wake up quite early for few days..
just can't make it.. >.<
looks like im going to be sick.. oh my..
please don't fall sick now..
im going back for CNY, i want to eat a lot of foods.. LOL..
must stay fit..

n yeap.. im still blogging @ dis time which is 1 AM..
coz of wad??
LADY MARMALADE..
i hate this song now,
make me crazy a, listening to what the instruments played..
later goin schl to prac like 9AM.. =.='
so not enough sleep again.. haiz..

goin sleep now..
i hate 2moro classes..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.05 AM

2009-01-13T01:54:00.002+08:00

just finish finding the chords for my recital this year..
haiz.. =.=' so sleepy..
i must finish it by today, coz having MS 2moro,
which is later 3 PM.. haha..
FYI, for my recital this year i will play 4 songs..
1. Original composition REGRET
2. Everywhere by Michelle Branch
3. Umbrella by Mandy Moore (slow version)
4. Hey Jude by The Beatles (funk version)

haha.. is it contrasting enough??
feel like it's goin to be a lot of hard work to play all these songs..
haiz..
just need to do more work n practice..
like wad darren said "you must practice more for sure"
LOL..
okay.. must practice more this semester.. gambatte.. ^^

goin to sleep now, n have a good n long rest..
don't have enough sleep this few days..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 2.05 AM

learn how to play pools..

2009-01-11T22:10:00.003+08:00

today wake up very early,
feel sleepy, not enough sleep.. LOL..
but it's okay..
coz im goin to service today.. yeay!!
so long nvr go alreadi,
kind of miz them a lot.. haha..
meet all of them just now..
so good.. ^^
btw, thanks rhoda for my late bday present.. LOL..

after dat go lunch @ terminal 2..
have a good fellowship with them just now..
talk a lot with hunter, adi, zi hao, n jia liang.. ^^
they all were very funny.. haha..

then go peace centre to play games with marc, zi hao, jia liang, raymond n hui ya,
but the place was too crowded n noisy..
i can't tahan, so change to play pools..
i can't play pools, coz i nvr play..
i always see my fren play pools,
but i nvr try.. haha..
then they keep asking me to try,
so at last i try.. hehe..
jia liang n zi hao teach me how to play.. LOL..
a bit phaise la actually,
coz they all like pro alreadi.. ^^

btw, it's a good start to learn something new in a new year.. LOL..
good statement.. haha.. XD
thanks for d pools lesson jia liang n zi hao.. ^^

still hvnt write my wishlist..
next time then.. hoho..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.55 PM

2009-01-10T11:46:00.002+08:00

wake up quite late just now, abt 11??
haha..
then like nothing to do..
a bit sianzz..
but actually need to clean up my room,
do all the laundry.. haiz..
but kind of lazy la..
must change this bad habit this year.. LOL..

just remember i hvnt post my wishlist for dis year..
maybe will post it next time i blog.. LOL..
must think all frst then can write.. haha..

2moro goin to service.. yeay!!!!
after 1 month never go,
can't wait to meet all of them.. haha..

okay.. goin to clean up my room n do the laundry..
n also goin to have my breakfast?? LOL..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.55 AM

1st wk of college..

2009-01-08T22:40:00.004+08:00

nothing much to write today..
1st wk of college was okay..
nothing really important for dis week..

the new things is i have class on friday,
so i need to go schl for 5 days..
it's like 2 days go schl for 2 hours class..
can go n die,
should just put like last sem..
waste time n money la.. haiz..

don't really like the new lecturer,
the way he teaches composition..
OMG!!!!! BORING!!!!!
i almost fall asleep just now.. CMI..

just receive my result last monday..
quite okay la, overall 60,63..
not too satisfy with the result, but as long as i pass okay la..

i need to decide which keyboard to buy..
dun want to waste time again..
n i want to buy a new hp.. W595.. LOL..
a lot of things that i want to buy..
n im buying the ticket for JJ Lin's concert..
woohoo.. haha.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.50 PM

back to reality..

2009-01-05T00:27:00.002+08:00

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS & HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR....
^^

1 month of holiday in my hometown..
evrythg went so nice n fun,
just one problem, not enough time.. =.='
spend a lot of time with family n BFF..
i miz spending time with them..
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

just came back sg this morning..
quite tired, n have a small nap just now..
then unpack all my new clothes.. haha..
n clean my room..
THEN do research for the songs for 2moro wrkshop..
wahlao.. sien one lo..
no time to rehearse n 2moro need to perform..
thanks darren.. >.<
i dun want to care abt the wrkshp this time..
just do well from the next one.. haha..

i start to miz my dad n mom,
n my BFF just now.. hkz..
still have 1 month to meet my parents,
n 4 months to meet my BFF.. T.T

gonna update my new year wishes next time..
maybe 2moro?? if im not lazy.. LOL..

i update alreadi.. LOL..
fast rite?? haha..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.36 AM

1st sunday in medan

2008-11-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

just reached my hometown last wednesday..
then thursday go chat with 2 best vren of mine..
so long never chat with them alreadi.. ^^

after dat havin all my weekdays take care of the shop..
nothing really new to me now,
maybe need time to experience the difference..

sunday, go karaoke with some fren,
after 4 months never karaoke with them,
i missed this time.. hehe..
then go Zhing Do (SUN plaza)
to give ahok(rudy) bday surprise.. LOL..
he never realize e when we all keep missing 1 by 1..
haha.. so funny..
then have a good dinner with them also..
we already have a lot of plans for this holiday.. XD

today is RHODA's bday..
happy bday to u.. ^^
so happy to have a fren like you,
and im very thankful too..
hope our frenship long forever.. =)

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.30 PM

waiting.............

2008-11-21T00:02:00.002+08:00

long time nvr blog..
coz very lazy, although have nothing to do..
LOL..

do a lot of things this week..
like sunday, go service..
after 2 weeks i never go.. hehe..
so happy to see all of u guys.. ^^
they all still remember me,
n keep saying long time no see ha.. LOL..
after dat go ps watch madagascar 2..
so funny.. XD

monday, go jb with some frenzz..
nice trip la, just i dun really like there la..
1st thing is security..
2nd thing is hygiene..
3rd thing is their attitude..
but i enjoy la, coz we have karaoke session.. LOL..
so long nvr karaoke alreadi.. yeay!!!!

tuesday, go suntec n esplanade with rachel n angeline..
go to look for score n also window shopping.. LOL..
now is holiday so must enjoy..

wednesday, go expo to help hunter, hank, adi to make banner..
after that queue to get inside hall 8..
so crowded.. OMG..
but we all sit seperately la..
n i sit alone.. T.T
the opening very nice.. looks very grand..
n that day's service so nice..
quite touching video..
i cry a lot of times,
n the uncle beside me keep looking at me..
so phaise.. hehe..
after that go to the crowdest MRT i've ever seen..
keep laughing with hunter out n inside the MRT.. LOL..
hunter, don't think too much..
it's just going to waste ur time..
we just sit, relax, wait n watch.. OK?? =)

counting n waiting for the days to come..
i want to come home..
but still i'll be missing my lasalle's fren n church's fren..
don't forget me okay fren?? hehe.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.30 PM

I'm so relieve......

2008-11-11T00:39:00.002+08:00

finish my main study exam already..
at last.. im relieved.. LOL..
just left aural 1 on 1 n choir only..
IT'S TIME TO PARTY!!!!

quite kan chiong before exam..
but feel okay when im having exam.. lol..
after that, go novena eat pasta de waraku..
coz ladies night so for LADIES 50% disc..
so nice.. ^^
very delicious food.. i want to go there again..
u know we spent how much for dinner just now??
$120 for 7 pple.. so expensive rite??
but we only need to pay $70..
hen hua rite?? LOL.. so happy..

after dat go walk2 around novena..
some of them shop, not me..
after dat, me, shan, rachel, zi huan go blu jaz..
so long never go there..
miz omniform's performance.. hehe..
we came in the right time,
they were just going to play built to last (my favourite song)..

i have a lot of plan of goin out n eat buffet for this holiday..
must go enjoy holiday since im free alreadi..
will be wasting a lot of money for this holiday.. LOL..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.53 AM

boring weekends..

2008-11-08T17:22:00.002+08:00

BORIN BORIN WEEKENDS!!!!
doin my journals now, must finish by tomorrow...
havin main study exam on Monday @ 4.54..
sien lo.. I'm d last person.. =.='
just hope tim n darren won't give very hard question la.. LOL..

i pass my HELL week already..
pop workshop assessment sure pass..
theory not sure yet.. hope can pass..
music culture listening test confirm pass..
aural can pass la i think.. LOL..
pop history listening test confirm pass..
jazz composition pass already..
now just waiting for main study exam, aural 1 on 1, and theory result..
then HOLIDAY!!!! yeay!!!! XD

i hate backstabbers..
if u got problem with me, just talk straight to me..
don't talk behind me!!
im embarrassed to have a fren like u!!
don't think that you're doing the right thing!!
you will know whether you are right or wrong later!!

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 5.38 PM

i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2008-11-02T01:32:00.002+08:00

just came back from LEE HOM's concert..
the concert very very good...........
marvelous man!!!!!
i fall in love with wang lee hom..... ^o^
he super nice, super talented, handsome, etc..
everything perfect la..
i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if he opens a concert again,
i sure will go..
hope they will released the DVD of this concert..
sure buy lo..
OMG!!!!!!! im so in love with him...............
dun think can go sleep later.. lol.. XD

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.38 AM

LEE HOM CONCERT!!!!

2008-11-01T14:40:00.002+08:00

today post will be a short one..
quite busy this few week bcoz of deadline n exam week.. =.='
from monday on, my nightmare will come.. >.<
got a lot of things need to be done.. haiz..

monday - pop workshop, n pop workshop assessment
tuesday - theory exam
wednesday - music culture listening test
thursday - aural test, pop history listening test, jazz composition
friday - music culture essay 1000 words, concert prac journals
next monday - main study exam
next tuesday - aural 1 on 1 exam
still got choir exam..
wahlao.. very stressssssss..................................

just hope i can pass all d exam..
pliz pray for me..
dont want to fail..
2 more weeks and im FREE!!!!!!!!!!!

now im waiting for LEE HOM concert.. LOL..
another 5 more hours.. yeay!!!!
goin to hav fun today..
then have a tough war start from monday..

goin to blog a lot of things when im free..
coz so many good things i want to write but dun have the time..
now i think i almost forget what i want to write.. =.='

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 3.01 PM

bye bye 18..

2008-10-15T22:40:00.002+08:00

the time now is 15 October 2008, 10.40
abt 1 hour plus later im goin to be 19..
so sad.. hkz.. T.T
i want to be forever 18.. forever young.. lol..

abt today class.. quite boring..
esp music culture, a lot of pple not comin..
n im bored listening to wad lindsay talking.. =.='
then concert prac, very messy..
bcoz last minute change room..

then i go bugis to top up my card..
i saw wu zun in bugis, then i called rachel to tell her..
then she rushed to see wu zun..
thanks to me ho rachel??
if not u won't saw wu zun e.. lol..

after dat, go walk2 around bugis..
found a dress quite nice n cheap also..
hv 2 colour, white n pink..
i love both.. OMG..
very confuse!!!! should i buy the pink or white one?? haiz..
im thinking of asking shan to help me choose.. lol..

TOMORROW..
MY SPECIAL DAY.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.51 PM

Creative Explosion Concert

2008-10-04T00:55:00.002+08:00

just want to talk about the concert just now..
my composition "REGRET" was chosen to be played for the creative explosion concert.. yeay!!
from pop, a lot of ensembles were chosen..
but i like vincent da man (vincent you rock man!!) and jonny's group..
vincent performance really cool, but it's better in the pop workshop one.. lol..

btw, last monday pop ensemble,
my group perform my original song, and darren likes it.. WOW..
a big support for me.. ^^
then on pop workshop, they choose my original and bo didley to be played for concert..
i was very shocked.. lol..
but still very happy.. ^o^

abt the concert just now..
it was okay, just my guitarist play off timing a BIT on my original song.. >.<
but very phaise, bcoz i start counting in the frst song,
then i play but no sound.. wahlao.. sienn lo..
then i just realize the AMP is not ON.. wahlao.. so phaise le.. =.='
but for that song we play very well..
then go on with my composition..
thanx a lot to my fren that screaming for me when they heard it's my composition.. LOL..
n thanx to Rhoda n Teresa for coming n give me support.. ^^
very enjoying playing my own composition..
hope HE know im playing my composition just for HIM..
i miss you.. >.<

btw, im not feeling nervous just now..
i think it's bcoz im used to play in wrkshp evry week.. haha..
im also using my own composition for concert practice in week 13..
im thinking to put my original song in my blog.. ^^
just wait when im not lazy.. lol..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.18 AM

BUSY WEEK!!!!

2008-09-21T00:32:00.003+08:00

want to blog a lot of things..
but always no time to blog..
this week is super duper busy week for me..
haiz.. =.='

last tuesday have transcription's exam..
so must chiong with the score..
then last thursday have to hand out my composition..
so everyday chiong to do the score, arrange, n recording..
evryday stay @ schl until 11 or 12..
but sometimes when to blu jaz or went to have supper.. lol..
n i'm havin my 1st gig next thursday @ prince of wales..
so need to practice with my band..
so nervous.. just hope i can do well.. >.<

just feel very lucky nowadays..
bcoz i use to have only some fren, bcoz i dun dare to get know other pple more..
but NOW..
got some besties in schl to have fun with everytime..
like shan, naz, pamela, eugenia, winny, carol, n zi huan.. ^^
n got some new fren dat treat me so nice n very encouraging..
like rhoda, teresa, n jia liang.. ^^
i luv u all.. thanks a lot..
i feel that i'm loved.. ^o^

this week spend so many time goin blu jaz..
now im very addicted to watch live performance esp jazz..
bcoz of greg's performance made me very amazed n fall in love with jazz songs..
btw, just come back from paragon watching Christine's band Walking on Water..
once more.. i'm amazed n i enjoyed their performance a lot..
my attitude towards music changed a lot since i came here..
i have different of point of view now..
hope that one day i can play keyboard very well.. ^^

i also realized i've changed so much now..
i start to socialize with pple n start to talk more with others..
n start to think like a mature person..
am i growing to be a mature person now??

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.o8 AM

60 seconds of fame..

2008-09-06T22:27:00.003+08:00

yesterday go to support hunter, hank, n adi (H2A)
in 60 seconds of fame in Jurong City Harvest..
hunter never say anythg bout this,
he just call n ask me to go..
so as a good fren, i just go wthout asking for further detail.. XD

this is my frst time going church since i came back to sg..
i really miz this kind of feeling..
they all still the same, still very nice..
esp rhoda, teresa, n jia liang.. thanks guys.. =)

H2A had the 3rd rank..
actually the 1st rank not so good la..
but anyway good job for them.. ^^
after that we have supper @ the nearest kopitiam..
there so many pple come n ask my name.. haha..
but i dunno their name at all.. >.<
hope can know them better in the future.. ^^

after that, going back by bus to d boon lay mrt frst..
hunter, hank, jia liang, 1more guy(sorry i dunno ur name.. ^^)
n me take the same bus..
i sat with jia liang and we all chit chat in d bus..
very2 nice n funny.. XD
jia liang very shocked when he saw my bag, wallet, n key wallet..
bcoz all hello kitty one.. haha..
when i was young i love hello kitty so much.. ^^
now, just okay la..
jia liang ask me to go church on sunday,
but i'm afraid i cnnt wake up.. hoho.. ^o^

then take mrt with hunter,
op couz we talk so many things bcoz we hvnt meet since holiday..
he still very funny la, n for sure he like to make fun of me.. =.='
suddenly the train terminate at ang mo kio,
that's why i need to take cab to go home again.. =.='

so fun to spend time with them.. =)
2moro goin to church again..
rhoda n hunter ask me to go..
thanks for inviting me.. ^^
hope i will have lots of fun 2moro..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.58 PM

happy2..

2008-08-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

so long no blogging.. haiz..
bcoz evryday just feel tired to write.. hehe..

so many things had happened..

1st, i love my MS teacher.. ^^
she very nice, almost the same with ms. belinda..
2nd, i love ms. belinda teaches aural.. ^o^
she made the class more fun n more easier..
3rd, the theory is more n more difficult now..
need more time to understand..
4th, i had my pop wrkshp..
n i think it's quite fun la..

5th, concert prac a bit boring la..
need to listen n say comments n write journals.. =.='
6th, composition class by Eric Lee..
he's good n always make the class more fun,
but i need to compose 1 song before week 7..
im gonna die.. T.T
7th, im goin to do a gig with dafne in september..
need to prac from now..
hope evrythg's ok..
8th, something big just happen.. OMG..
dunno how it will end.. =.='

btw, LEE HOM's concert in 1 Nov..
im going to watch with xin ya, beryl, n jeslyn.. ^^
we bought the premier sits.. yeay..
n today i just get the tickets..
so happy.. ^^
70 days to LEE HOM's concert.. wow..
can't wait.. wkwk..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.05 PM

sick of holiday!!

2008-08-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

I'M SICK OF 4 DAYS HOLIDAYS!! >.<
although i love holidays,
but still too bored for me..

actually got many things i need to do..
starting from composition n pop presentation..
i need to start on doing with those homeworks..
but of couz, i'm lazy.. hoho.. ^o^

today is a very TIRING day la.. =.='
go kinokuniya n borders to go find my pop reference books..
but borders said they don't have those books,
kinokuniya said out of stock..
wad d hell???????????????????????????
why everytimes i want to buy books, they always out of stock????
haiz.. =.='
so tired la.. WTH..

maybe 2moro goin other stores to find d books..
if still cnnt find, then i really dun know..
tired alreadi..

i'm so look forward to my main study on tuesday..
still i'm very curious with my MS teacher la.. hehe..
hope that she is she lo.. hoho.. ^^
n of course hope she is kind like ms belinda la.. ^o^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.02 AM

MS teacher change..

2008-08-06T21:38:00.001+08:00

college start for 2 days alreadi..
got a lot of new fren..
but i only know some of them..
like in pop stream got pamela n eugenia..
in classical stream i only know 3 indo n 1 malay..
but i don't know their name.. hehe..
i dun even know any in the jazz stream.. >.<

so happy that my pop ensemble group consist of della, dafne, me, ck, n stephen..
hope we have a nice time together.. ^o^
n also the theory teacher, greg lyons..
i like him.. he's a lot better than pamela.. hoho..
n for aural, ms belinda..
hope my aural skills can improve.. ^^

OMG!!
my main study teacher changed..
no longer with ms belinda.. T.T
change to ms christine..
hope she's good n kind just like ms belinda.. ^^

BTW, i'm free on friday.. hoho..
no class at all..
but i think friday will be full of homework.. haizzzzz...............

2moro got non-stop class for 5 and a half hours class..
no break at all.. haiz.. =.='
from aural, pop history, n 2 elective studies..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.02 PM

SG im back..

2008-08-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

singapore.. i'm back!!
just arrived this morning..
damn sleepy for sure..
got up @ 5.30 AM, then get ready to go to airport..
meet jesieca there, n our baggage sure more than 20 kg..
i need to hand carry my piano books.. damn heavy..
shit valuair!! we're student.. we need to bring many things back you know??

then after reach home, start to unpack my baggage..
start to clean my room, and do all the things that i need to do..
so lazy to do all d things, so i finished all by night.. =.='

gonna start college tomorrow.. haiz..
i'm used to holiday mood, so hard to change to study mood..
just hope this year can be more relax.. hehe..

btw, i don't have the chance to go out wit my fren for the last day..
it's bcoz i need time to pack my things.. WTH.. >.<

2moro need to go to schl @ 11 AM for orientation.. -.-'
just hope that there's no class on friday..
n hope that this year lecturer n teacher is more n more better n kind.. ^o^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 11.35 PM

IF..

2008-07-18T23:38:00.003+08:00

IF..
"Don't ever think about IF.. It hurts.. "
by : Shelly Jap

that's the words that i say to myself when i start thinking about IF..
what if i never do that......... then it won't end like this.......... -.-'
i just hate evrytimes this question come in my mind..
now i tried not to ever think about what if.....
i hate the question what if...
it just gonna make me more stressed.. >.<

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 23.10PM

I Love You..

2008-06-09T22:50:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YOU..
that's the word i always want to say to you..
but i think it's impossible n never gonna happen..

you once give me a memorable and sweet memory..
i really love and also miz that time..
you always let me feel happy and oso feel that you are care with me..
evryday i call u then talk to u for hours,
got times when we just keep silent for several minutes,
but that's a sweet times also..
i just like to talk to u..
telling all my problems to u n chit chatting evryday..
but that time had pass alreadi,
and it wont flew back.. T.T
now i know and trust that "people can change"

i always ask why do u do this to me??
you let me feel happy at the first time..
but after dat, you throw me into the deep valley..
you let me know wad is sad, wad is sorrow.. T.T

i only hope that i can just be your fren..
a fren dat can accompany you whenever you are sad or even happy..
a fren dat always be there for you, whenever you need..
that's all..
i never ask more from dat..
but u never give me dat opportunity.. T.T

my frenz always tell me not to think about you ever again..
you just gonna wastin my time..
but i always tell myself dat someday that day will come..
but i think im wrong,
im super duper wrong..
you won't ever gonna change..
but still,
i just hope that you will be like the former YOU again..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 23.10PM

HOLIDAY!!

2008-06-05T15:34:00.002+08:00

hav been back in medan for the whole month..
want to blog very much, but the connection here damNNNN sloWWWW..
kind of feeling bored here alreadi..
bcoz there's only 1 place that we can go and it is SUN plaza..
haiz.. feel siennn with that place alreadi.. -.-'

but overall, it's good to be home..
i cn meet my parents and also my frenzz..
and op couz cn drive my HONDA CITY.. hoho..
miss my car so much.. ^^
and also cn touch my piano every day and every time.. hoho..
so long never everyday practice piano alreadi.. haiz..

time pass like a river flows..
and i only hav about 2 months holiday left..
and it's back to college life..
but, i miz all u guys PA Lasalle Foundie.. ^^
miz all d time we pass 2gether..

it's my frst time to be on myself,
and you all make my first time very precious..
with all the things you all taught me,
i know much much more about music and other things that i never know at all..
n also i learn a lot from all u guys..
thanx for the lesson fren..
really aprreciate it very much..

and the last word,
i hope this holiday would be very fun.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 14.50AM

FREE!!

2008-05-02T11:27:00.005+08:00

after one week of holiday spending most of my time with medan fren..
havin fun all this week.. ^^

a bit sad cnnt go church with u guys again..

it's a very happy time to go with u all..

meeting many new fren there..

jia liang, chionQ, mich, chasio, me

me, mich, felix @ esplanade

mich, me, chionQ @ merlion

this is the smile when they see me.. haha.. ^^

going to miz all PA Foundie 07/08..
but we still cn keep in touch by msn, fs, n facebook.. haha..
goin to spend 3 months holiday in medan wit my frenzZ..
hope cn enjoy my holiday.. ^^

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.20 PM

accidents..

2008-04-24T01:25:00.003+08:00

he just sms me saying he had an accident just now.. haiz..
thanks GOD, he's ok and not seriously injured..
frankly, im a bit worry..
but he keeps saying he's ok..
nowadays, many people had an accident..
two of my fren also had an accident several days before..
they were ok now..
GOD, pliz take care of my fren n my family..
btw, i just had a sore throat..
n you know wad?? i lost my voice.. damn it.. -.-'
i hate to be sick.. >.<

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.40 AM

BEOWULF JAM!!

2008-04-22T00:27:00.003+08:00

just finished all exams and Beowulf.. fiuhh..
but still got 500 words essay.. -.-'
overall, BEOWULF rocks man.. XD
we prepare about 1 year, and it's over in 2 days..
and it's kind of time to say goodbye with the musicians, actors, n dancers..
we have an unforgettable memory together.. T.T

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.46 AM

RECITAL practice..

2008-04-15T14:54:00.012+08:00

talkin bout the practice we had on sunday night..

it was fun.. almost all of us, practice @ that night..

let me introduce to u my band members..

on the drum, we had CK.. (CK FAT!! but he's CUTE la.. XD)
btw, his drum playing is very loud sia.. hehe..

on the bass, we had NAZ.. (NAZ also FAT after sunday prac.. XD)

he is multi talent lo.. very jealous with him.. teach me jazz n guitar sia.. ^^

on the guitar, we had JARRELL.. (thanx for d last minute help.. ^^

for the vocalists, we had DAFNE and SARAH..

and last but not least, myself on the piano.. ^^

talkin bout STEPHEN, he used to be my guitarist, but he very stressed so i help him by changing my guitarist to JARRELL..

see how stressed he is?? dun be stress Stephen.. u do a good job alreadi.. you can do it..

we finish prac about 10 plus.. and all of us were super duper tired n sleepy..

all of us take cab home.. n i share cab with Stephen..

we kinda have a small chat in the cab..

n he plays some of the jazz songs for me to listen..

he is very cute la.. haha..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 2.30 AM

Recital!!

2008-04-12T00:06:00.002+08:00

3 DAYS TO MY RECITAL!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG.. so fast..
very scare n also nervous with my recital.. haiz.. -.-'
plizzzz pray for me so i won't be nervous n also can pass my main study so do my foundation..

weh.. scare i forgot the chords on the recital day..
how aa???????? T.T
OMG.. pliz GOD, dun let me forget..
pliz GOD, let me do well..
hope i won't nervous..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.20 AM

very2 happy.. ^^

2008-04-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

today very happy..
at last i have confidence with my recital now..
i got my new singers, Dafne and Sarah..
thanx to the two of u.. very very thanx to U.. ^^
it's not that my first singer bad, but she's very busy with her recital and recital for changing stream..

1 week left until my recital.. ganbatte.. >.<
need to pass this recital, if not, i have to go back to medan to continue my college..
it's not i dun like medan, but i want to make my dad proud of me..
although he never say anythg about the faculty that i choose, never ask about how my life here..
but i know he loves and care me the most than anyone else..
i love u dad.. =)
i miz u a lot.. i want to be with u all d time..
like when i was small, u always protect me from evrythg..
i want to be ur little girl forever..

starting from monday, everyday got exam..
monday got keyboard.. tuesday got aural.. wednesday got gamelan..
thursday got proffesional practice.. friday got theory..
n the next monday RECITAL..
n then got BEOWULF JAM..
GOD, please let me pass all the exam..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.50 PM

no mood..

2008-04-01T00:35:00.002+08:00

diz week not in the mood blogging.. haiz..
although got many thngs that i want to write.. -.-'
start from next week, i'll be very stressed..
start to exam alreadi.. kanasai..

FYI, i start to feel HOMESICK..
OMG.. cannot make it alreadi..
wanna go home.. T.T
miz my parents..
miz all my best vrenz..
wanna meet all my best vrenz, wanna hang out with them,
wanna shoppin with them, wanna watch movie with them,
wanna karaoke with them, wanna do evrythg with them.. T.T

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 12.45 AM

borin weekend..

2008-03-23T00:17:00.005+08:00

wad a BORING weekends.. >.<

today, all day just spend all my time in bed, with my TV and laptop..

dunno why.. today very lazy to move.. haiz.. -.-'

have toast and INDOMIE as my lunch.. haha.. (indomie is indo's noodle, all indo love it.. ^^)

then spent my time chatting with my high schl fren n playing games..

actually today got plan to go City Harvest Church to watch the Easter's play..

but i overslept n end up late, so i decided not to go n also bcoz the sky is turning DARK..

i hate to go out in rainy days..

so AGAIN spending my time @ home watching FRIENDS.. hehe..

i just love watching FRIENDS.. very funny.. haha.. XD

then having SUBWAY for my dinner.. one of my fav food in spore.. ^^

but i dun like the SUBWAY in Far East..

very stingy, not d same with the Paradiz Centre one..

the person there is the nicest person i've ever met.. ^^

just now, i sms with my best vren in medan on my way to Far East..

i smile while reading her sms, i thnk people thinks im SIAW CA BO.. -.-'

i really miz my fren there..

miz all d time we spent together.. T.T

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 1.10 AM

blogging again..

2008-03-21T21:05:00.013+08:00

After soo long, I'm blogging again.. yeay..

Btw, today is Good Friday, so dun hav class..

Woke up @ 12 pm.. Haha..

Got nothing to do, so I decided to REARRANGE my blog..

Spending all my time looking for blogskin.. -.-'

But, the hardest is to rearrange the code.. Shit lo..

It takes all my time to edit the code..

Very very complicated lo..

But at last I finish it also.. Fiuhh..

I love d design very muchhhhh.. Hehe..

But, why is it not in blue?? Haiz..

Btw, wad u think about my new blogskin?? Nice?? Hehe..

sj (｡◕‿◕｡) blogged @ 10.26 PM

waste money..

2007-10-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

today got nothin to do oso..

still havent want to do the journals n essay.. wkaka..

just came back from marina square.. hehe..

today i shop too much money la.. haiz.. -.-'

i got this cute sheep in "BEARYHIP".. huahaha..

looks nice rite..

its expensive oso le??

but my bro got the disc card, so a little cheaper la.. hehe.. ^^

*I RECOMMEND the things in bearyhip la, really really good*

I haven't dare to use or take it out from the wrap le, bcoz it's white a.. hkz.. hkz..

dun want it bcome dirty..

waste money ho?? hehe.. =p

after that i have my dinner wit my bro in "AZABO SABO"

the foods there are very delicious but still EXPENSIVE.. haiz.. -.-'

why is evrything dat delicious must expensive haa?? wkaka..

i have sabo style teriyaki chic and matcha sundae.. hehe..

lookin good rite?? but it tastes good oso..

once a lifetime eat there ok la.. huahaha.. ^^

after dat, go home by cab..

really waste of money a today.. hehe..

~ Shelly ~

boring boring holiday..

2007-10-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

term break just started, n i feel bored alreadi..

wat d hell?! haiz.. -.-'

but the good news is I don't need to get up early lo for a week.. huahaha.. ^^

today i got a book in Kinokinuya..

know wat book is that?? actually it's not book la..

it's a novel.. huahaha..

it's impossible if i buy books.. haha..

it's 周杰伦不能说的秘密-《SECRET》

i've read about 30 pages today..

it's really nice n maybe can improve my mandarin.. wkaka.. ^^

btw, i'm learning SECRET song also on the piano..

really really hard e.. haiz.. -.-"

but must play it well.. need to perform it to someone in Medan.. =p

wizz me luck oo.. ^^

"Follow the notes upon the journey.

At first sight marks one's destiny.

Upon the voyage come to an end.

Return lies within hasty keys"

really got deep meaning inside.. waaaa...... *_*

want to finish the book ASAP..

but got many works to do le?? hkz.. hkz..

4 journals and a 2000 words essay.. haiz.. -.-'

that's all d.. i want to continue with my novel.. hehe..

hav a nice day..

~ Shelly ~

The last day before term break..

2007-09-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day in college..

Bcoz next week we'll hav a term break.. haiz..

Many of my fren go back to their own country..

But i don't, bcoz next week my fren are comin 2 spore.. yee.. ^^

still.. it's gonna be a long long holiday.. sien a.. -.-'

This break will be very very suck..

Got 4 journals n 1 essay to finish by 9 Oct..

Damn u lecturer.. Huh..!!

Talkin bout today..

mMm.. it's a good day la.. except for the creative workshop class..

u know wat?? i'm playin the organ, n the teacher said he doesn't heard wat i play..

shit a.. others heard e.. wat the hell?? -.-'

but it was really funny when "The letter after Z" performance.. wkaka..

really really cool.. haha..

Yesterday I just found a new cafe bar near Lasalle.. "Sleek espresso bar"..

The cake there was very nice..

I love the peach crumble there.. very delicious.. nYumMy..

you see how delicious it is?? that's my meal for today..

haha.. nice hot moccha n peach crumble..

thanx to Zi Huan letting me know bout that cafe.. ^^

N for dinner i have a bbq chilli fish in "WAFFLETOWN"..

the food there was very good a.. esp the waffle.. hoho.. ^^

that's all.. i'm goin out..

~ Shelly ~

aFtEr sO lOnG..

2007-09-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

at last.. after soOoO long........

my 2nd blog.. huahaha.. ^^

now, i'm studying @ Spore => Lasalle ( College of the Arts )
uMm.. actually, it's a good place..

got UNIQUE building.. haha..

this is how it looks like.. ^^

really2 unique rite?? hehe..

I'm taking faculty of music for 4 years..

wow.. so long huh??

i love the new world here, but i love my old world there the most.. >_<

i miz my fam (dAd N mOm),

aLL mY fRenZ (eSp mAr N dO)

mIzZ u aLL..

mY scHoOL,

mY tEacHeR iN suT (rUsA n HL)

mY biG bEaR

i miz driving oso.. haha.. miZ mY honda city.. hkz..

but i'm going back this december.. 3 months to go..

then party time babe.. wkaka.. ^^

~ Shelly ~

mY fiRsT bLoG.. hAha..

2007-03-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

kOnbAnWa.. wAn An.. hihi..
aT Last i FiNisHed cReaTiNg mY oWN bLog.. hAha..
sO tirEd o.. fIuHh.. sO sLeEpY oSo.. alReAdY 10.15 pM a.. hUahMm..
gOt 2 gO 2 bEd aLreAdY a.. iF nOt goNna bE laTe 2mOro foR sKuL..

bOuT tOdaY.. mMm.. iT'S qUiTe iNteReStiNg o.. hEhE..
iN d AftErnOon cLaSs, mE, suMi, viN rUn floM d ClAsS a.K.A "CabUt".. hAHa..
wE wenT 2 sUn pLazA.. juSt jj aRouNd, eAtiNg aIs kRiM (nYamMy..), N plAy dRuM oSo.. hEhE..
i AlwAyZ wiN iN d DruM gAmE.. hOho..
iT's moRe fUn tHan jAckSon's LesSon.. hAHa.. ( xoLi tEacHeR.. )
tHeN mE N suMi weNt 2 HapiS tUitIoN.. sO sLeEpy N tIreD bcOz oF d DruM gAme.. haha..
buT it'S fUn, hE'S d sEcoNd "gAuL" teAcHeR i kNow.. ( d fIrsT oNe iS HL.. hihi..)

dOnt knOw wAt 2 WritE e.. hAiz..
iT toOk mE aLmoSt 1 hOuR 2 WriTe diS a.. wuAhhH..
nO pRoB LA y.. iT'S mY fiRsT blOg Le..
nO eXpEriEncE a.. hOho..
dAt'S aLl For 2dAy..
c U iN mY sEcoNd BloG.. hEhe..
nIteZ o.. cWiTdLimZ aLl..

~ SheLly ~